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GO FOR IT!!

GO FOR IT!!

yday cup cup told me
GO FOR IT AI THENG,
i will support behind u!!
thanks cup, really appreciate it
u gave me the courage to do it
alto sometime nth good come out from ur hand (in msn)
but yday i really surprised tht u will support me
i really very appreciate =)

yes! as wad cup cup said
i will go for it!
since i think for so long
and oledi decided, nth can change my mind
bcoz i duwan to think anymore
its making my head boom!!
if not i mb will go to tanjung rambutan soon -.-

many ppl asked me, how abt dafeiiyanqg?
leave him alone in kl? how if he wan me to stay?
my ans is.. ii duno =x
from the day i told him my opinion,
he never stop me from going there,
on the other hand, he support me to go there
he said i still young, need 2 go n hv a try,
he said if he stop me, i might be regret in someday..
tis is 1 of the reason tht encourage me 2 go there
ppl asked, will i miss him? sure!i will miss him!
but if wan me 2 choose either 1 between career and love,
i am sorry to say tht i will choose my career 1st
it sounds selfish, but i duwan regret in future
n blame those ppl tht stop me from going there

2day, i heard smthg tht i oledi knew will happen
n i estimated the result will be like wad she said
but its ok, doesn't matter at all
i wont blame u, i wont angry u, i understand ur feelings
its truth, i noe tht we need very very big de courage to leave here
n u need to let go many many thg to go to an unknown place
such as family, love, frens n others
i oso cant let go all of these,
but my parents encourage me to go there
i oso wish to earn more $$ to reduce their burden

so once i hv decided thts mean no more changes!!
i started to believe wad simpson told me
as a taurus n cow, i am stubborn n once decided mean no changes
if i never try i wil not reconciled n will depressed
alto it might be a long and tough path
but i must try my best to fight for my future ^^
at least i go many frens supporting behind me
i love u all and i wont regret! =)

but untill now, i still dun dare send the application
how cowardly i am
useless me...

`theng .

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theng

1:36 PM | Sunday, April 20, 2008 | 0 Comment