【 first step 】
【 first step 】
after tht incident,
today is the 1st day i go back to work
felt so anxious n nervous,
bcoz today i hv 2 leave my home,
n go to a place tht FULL OF MALAYS!!
when i reached office,
everythg is like normal,
luckily my company all chinese,
my office only got ONE malay gal
i felt unwind coz most of my colleagues din ask me questions,
i worried they will keep on question me abt the incident,
luckily they juz said smthg to comfort me,
got colleagues tht asked me abt the incident,
i m sorry tht i shown uneasy face (ppl felt its an unfrenly face)
bcoz they remind me abt the incident,
its a nightmare for me!!
the time past so fast,
so fast reached lunch time,
although today we hv to guard office,
but Cherry n me still went out hv our lunch
my office there only got 2 chinese's restaurant,
n others r malay's restaurant!!
Cherry had chosen malay restaurant,
she was abit unhappy coz of some incident,
she walked so fast, i hv to walk to the restaurant alone .__.
when those malays pass by me, i was so scared
but i still hv to walk into the restaurant!!
when i sat down, my hand started shake,
i duno izit bcoz of hungry or those malays frightened me
at the time, i miss my mum, i miss dafeiiyangq, i miss Pik Yean!
if they knew i scare, they will protect me
for a second, my tears gonna came out from my eyes,
but i told myself, i must handle tis myself!
at the end, i able to finished my food n leave without a single tear ^^
luckily after work i can follow Seau Huey's car,
she is the kind n frenly manager tht i mentioned b4 ^^
really thanks her for fetching me to my front door,
she told me she oso kena robbed b4,
but her case is far more scary than mine,
i think if she can overcome it, i oso can overcome it ^^
somehow i hope i can leave here n go to Singapore,
at least the police over there really do their works!!
today i saw a news from newspaper,
it written tht 100+ MALAYs motorcyclist whack 4 Chinese!!
those brainless Malays were suspected taken pill ecstasy,
duno wads the reason they whack those pity Chinese,
the newspaper's took those victims' photos,
they were injured badly, their bloods bleeding all over their face!!
they were surrounded by many many many Malays!! (so scary!!)
most angry is, ppl saw 4 police at the venue,
n THOSE POLICE DIN STOP THOSE MAD MALAYS N NEVER HELP CHINESE!!
the newspaper still wrote the POLCE NEVER ARREST THOSE FKING MALAYS!!
really wtf!!! wads the purpose of rules n regulation?? juz amend for fun??
1st, police station wan to move bcoz POLICE SAID the place is very unsafe!!!
2nd, police saw ppl kena whacked while never bother to help!!
3rd, police or even government is helping malays n those rich ppl!!
its very pathetic! its very ridiculous!!
the incident left a big scar in my heart,
nothing can erase it or remove it!!
the scar will be there forever!!
i understand tht no matter how the incident hurts me,
the earth is still moving n my life is still going on,
i must try my best to get out of tis nightmare!!
the starting is hard, but i belif i can!!
ஂi already moved my first step, i hope everythg will be fine in the future .__.
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6:19 PM | Monday, November 10, 2008 | 0 Comment
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