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' busy nite '

' busy monday '

tis morning, when my dad was fetching me to work
he told me he won lottery
but only won RM3000 =x

at office whole day bz with works
do tis n tht, i dun really remember wad hv i done
mb its bcoz i m bz with my works
i felt like the time very fast reached 4.30pm
and very fast can back home ^^

when i reached home,
my mum told me "ur daddy won lottery, ask him treat us go out eat"
den daddy said ok, so we prepared and go eat steak ^^
we went to the western restaurant nearby our house,
and its super sux!! not delicious at all!!
b4 quite nice de, but now the quality turn down -__-
wasted money but nvm, daddy treat us =x

my dad suggested to go pasar malam walk walk
on the way to pasar malam, i argued with him
its abt the job matter n duno wad stupid thgs la!
duno y suddenly kena scold -__-

i was discussing the job thgs with Ai Wei
den my dad suddenly said "u should work at the bank when u graduated"
i was like "wtf? he was the 1 tht asked me accept my current job when ppl offer me"
i juz whispered in my heart -.-
den he continue said "u c xxx, work at bank, her salary so high"
i really cant tahan liao!! i bang back him "its very hard to find a bank job nowadays"
"those bank normally hv relationship with those agent company, outsider is very hard to go in"
"her work is smthg like customer service"
"summore everyday call ppl to return money, need kena scold 1"
"i remembered b4 i said wana try customer service, u were the 1 tht said tht job not good"
"now u said tht job very good, can earn more money??!!"
den he duno say wad bull shiit thg la..
Ai Wei asked me "when i find a job, should i choose salary or the job i like?"
i said "u ask HIM LA!"
walao! he satrted throw words 4 me to listen liao!!!
said wad " dun ask me, asked u all to study wad den at the end cant study jiu transfer course..."
i oledi 4got wth he said liao, tis sentence is the wods tht hurt me most!!

its true tht i studied accounting b4,
n its true tht i dislike accounting,
its true tht i study accounting is bcoz my dad said it will provide me good future
but does he ever think tht his daughter, ME is not as clever as other ppl?
HE NEVER!! he is the only 1 tht always in his mind!!
its true tht i transfered to Admin, SO WAD??
i graduated!! i tot he will be proud of me,
but now, i dun think he is!!
4 him, engineering, accounting, those bull shiit will made him proud
admin is a sucker course 4 him rite?
until now he still cant accept i changed course,
WHY?!! at least i able to graduate, unlike some ppl!
its really very hurt, i started to keep my mouth shut,
its useless n meaningless to continue argue with him
while he duno he oledi hurted me so much!!

i emo for quite long time,
i admit i m very small gas,
if i never said back, he will never noe he wrong
my sis n my mum said i m over react to wad he said,
they said he is like tht, i shouldn't argue with him
WTF?? everytime is my fault?? y dun he think wad had he said??!
i tried very hard 2 tahan my tears,
n i m so useless tht even some tears oso cant keep it inside,
my sis said me over react, but i really very sad
from the moment onwards. i ignore my dad

after go pasar malam, i wish to stay at home
but during dinner, my dad said wana go bai bai
i sitting there n dun wish to go
Ai Wei asked me dun like tht, n asked me to go
so i follow them go there bai bai
i dun remember the last time i go there bai bai,
as i long time never go there bai bai liao =x
asked smthg abt my job,
the ppl asked me to find b4 i resign .__.
i think next yr is not a good yr for me,
but i will try my best to find a job =)
we bai will 12.30am den back home,
super tired, got no more energy .__.

i oledi released all my unhappy feelings,
although i got tok with my dad,
but the words he said really hurt me so much T_T
i told myself, i duwan let him look down!!
but its time to sleep liao =x
nite nite

ஂ a busy monday, with many different feelings .__.

with l0ves۰•
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12:43 AM | Tuesday, December 23, 2008 | 0 Comment