Draw a smike ﺕ

` m0ney n0t en0ugh '

` Let 0ut '

juz simply release my feelings,
u can ignore if u think its boring,
u can duwan to bother!! juz leave it!!

yday withdrawed de money,
now left RM300 to use,
i dun wish to be calculativc,
but i felt its not the right time to install new aircond,
since we seldom use tht room

juz bcoz he said MAYBE come over night,
den u insist to buy a new aircond,
n must install it b4 CNY,
but u never think of the consequences!!
since we got not much money to spend with,
wad 4 buy n install a new aircond??

no ppl will understand!!
told her, den she said nvm
of coz nvm, coz the money is not hers 1
i dun like borrow money den wan my mum to return me,
its like very calculative like tht,
but i really hv my own plan,
if its really very urgent juz like the sch fees or wadever thg,
i dun mind spending on it,
but tis time tis case is bcoz of a MAYBE den we hv to spend money!!

yday i asked my mum should i take leave on 3/2,
coz tht day is "chu 9" need "bai tian gong",
my mum said even i took leave stay at home oso useless,
USELESS tis word like a knife shoot into my heart,
juz bcoz i dun like to do housework,
den for her, i m USELESS
my younger sis n younger bro r useful 4 her,
den wad 4 she born me since i m USELESS 4 her??!!!
since she said i m useless,
i will become a useless person as she wish!!

yday many thgs happened,
my mum, money prob, evn dafeiyangq oso disappointed me
he jobless for abt 2 months, gonna 3 months
until now still cant make up his mind wad should he do
i duwan the history repeat again!!
i hope tht he can be more mature n think for our future!!
i really very fed up with him,
my family keep giv me pressure, keep asking me y he still jobless,
i duno wad should i ans them,
izit i really choose the wrong person??
should i really reconsider him instead of keep worrying him??

sometime i wish to leave everythg,
go to a place which no ppl noe me..
family, love, money.. all so troublesome!!
i wish i could go back to my childhood,
i wont need to bother all these thgs!!

ஂ tis year will be a tough year for me..

with l0ves۰•
thengq

with l0ves۰•
theng

1:18 PM | Wednesday, January 21, 2009 | 0 Comment