` moodless '
the KPLI interview result released on 12pm
i m not selected to 20/5 interview
so disappointed .__.
all my fren tht attended the test been selected,
but i m the 1 tht deselected,
but i m relieved coz at least i can appeal,
but its very sad tht i couldn't attend the interview wit my frens
most important is,
i only left 50% chance to be selected to the interview,
coz i hv to wait till they finished interview,
den only noe whether i can attend the interview or not
tht means i hv to wait luck,
if ppl didn't attend the interview or fail for the interview,
tht only hv chance to attend the interview
haihs..
y nowadays thgs juz get worse n worst??
sch thgs not doing well,
now my result oso not ideal
so moodless..
oh ya,
i hv to grats Cherry,
coz 2day is her last day at the ex company,
hope u can get a better job,
get a better salary n a better boss =x
muacks!! good luck ya dear ^^
ஂ haihs.. moodless..with l0ves۰•
thengq with l0ves۰•
theng
9:21 PM | Thursday, April 30, 2009 | 0 Comment
` nervous '
been slacked for abt 1 week,
coz been bz wit sch stuffs,
other than marking, still marking =.=
thgs like never end,
2day clear my homework mountain,
2ml came another hill -__-
many thgs happened for last whole week,
but all abt sch thgs,
n all unhappy thgs,
so i lazy write out =x
oh ya,
2day heard some teacher said,
the MTeST will be release on 2ml
so nervous!!
they said MOE only accept 500 ppl out of 1000 or 10000 ppl?
haihs.. duno can pass or not??
even pass the MTeST,
i oso very scare abt the interview
duno wad ques they ask,
duno wad language they will use -.-
pray pray pray very very hard,
hope tht i can pass the test n oso the interview .__.
good luck to my frens tht oso waiting MTeST result ^^
ஂ pray hard, good luck ^^
with l0ves۰•
thengq
with l0ves۰•
theng
8:40 PM | Tuesday, April 28, 2009 | 0 Comment
` suffer from illness '
caught sick from sunday,
insist to go sch on monday,
plan to rest at home on friday since saturday no class,
but i m like a zombie on monday,
walking without strength, cant teach properly
even students oso worry abt my health .__.
decided to take 1 day MC on tuesday,
whole day eat bread n eat medi on time,
tot i recover abit den wednesday can go teach,
coz i scare i cant catch up the syllabus since they r going exam soon
but i started felt cold n hot at nite,
i forced to take another day MC -.-
luckily i asked the doctor gave me 2 days MC
my mum n sis asked me stay at home rest,
better recover soon than spread the bacteria to students
even dafeiiyangq oso said so,
its better to stay at home,
coz i oledi spread my bacteria to Ai Wei =x
both of us stayed at home for 2 days =x
hope i can recover soon .__.
i hope 2ml can go sch teach,
if not i really cant rush all those syllabus on time!!
pray hard to recover soon T___T
ஂ try my best to triumph over illnes..
with l0ves۰•
thengq
with l0ves۰•
theng
10:06 AM | Wednesday, April 22, 2009 | 0 Comment
` unconfined '
spent my friday n saturday wit my frens
is a good way to released my stress after those works
i can run away from those complain and realistic world
friday went to Sungei Wang's Kim Gary meet Cheng n Ting
Ai Wei joined us after her work
we eat while chat and joke
felt so happy since i din chat much in sch other than teaching
its very nice to chat with my frens
felt so warm everytime i meet them ^^
saturday went to Cheras Selatan sing k wit my ex colleagues
we all released out our tension and unhappy through songs
especially when we sang Simple Plan's "shut up"
hahas, its the voice in my mind whenever kena complained =x
we sang 2gether n hv fun singing along =)
felt released whenever i m with my lovely frens
we can chat wadever we wan without thinking so much
unlike the cold and realistic world, full of scheme ppl
i will definately miss them so much,
cant wait till sch holidays,
its the best way for me to rest my body, my mind n my soul
ஂ unconfined.. relax..
with l0ves۰•
thengq
with l0ves۰•
theng
11:58 PM | Saturday, April 18, 2009 | 0 Comment
` stress '
felt very stressful lately
coz everyday hv tons of homeworks need to mark,
n hv many meeting need to attend,
after meeting means many paper work need to do
yday happened 2 bad thgs..
1 day 2 bad thgs happened,
made my mood totally down until deep inside the ground
summore my class students really piss me off,
never listen to wad i said!
everyday went inside class only scold scold scold n scold -.-
i scare my voice will become like those auntie sound T__T
1st is student's parent complain me AGAIN -.-
its very ridiculous for complaining me without knowing wad really happened!!
tht parent which is a student's grandma,
complained me never mark her grandchild's Science exercise book
i hv to declare tht not i duwan mark, they were the 1 tht asked me not to mark,
coz they said the ex teacher said she will mark it when she came back from course
so its my fault or wad??
summore the student never explain to her grandma!!
tis is wad made me more angry!!
i oledi explained to the student n gave her my contact number,
i hope tis misunderstand can stop here!!
NO MORE COMPLAIN!!! arghhh!!
2nd is my mistake,
coz i accidently left the exam paper on my office table,
bcoz of it, i made the teacher has to redo the exam paper
i felt so sorry but i duno wad to do,
the only thg i can do is help her redo,
but she said nvm .__.
tis made me felt more guilty
i oledi knew its my fault,
so stop blaming me n saying me,
i will take tis as a lesson .___.
haihs..
i hope all tis suay thgs will leave me alone
i felt so tired n so stress
been long time never watch tv program and on9 nicely
i hope i can adapt tis kind of life sonner or later
sometime i wonder..
am i suitable to be a teacher??
i think i can do it, but too many negative thgs happened,
but i cant give up bcoz of those thgs .___.
2ml gonna go Sungei Wang meet Sue Ting my u and Siew Cheng dear
coz wana celebrate cheng's 24th bday =)
i hope i can tahan till 2ml afternoon,
coz i hv to stay at sch till 4pm,
go home bath and direct go there meet them
2ml is blacky friday coz i hv 7 classes 2ml .___.
damn tired, damn stress, damn rush
btw, wish Jun Seong world cup
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ^^
may all ur dreams come true
ஂ may everythg become better after 2day *pray*
with l0ves۰•
thengq
with l0ves۰•
theng
10:17 PM | Thursday, April 16, 2009 | 0 Comment
` rest '
been long time no update my blog,
coz i m very bz for tis whole week
although monday is holiday,
but i saturday still hv to work,
coz 2day got replacement class for Hari Raya
2day those kids hyperactive -.-
no matter how i scold, how i shout,
they can tok louder n more active than me -__-
cant rest well for tis week,
since i hv to work on saturday
so i only left sunday to rest .__.
the time passed like wind,
n i felt damn tired,
coz everyday hv to bring thgs back home mark
even though 2ml is sunday,
but i still hv to mark those homeworks n essays .__.
super lazy la!!
since i 2ml still need go out meet my secondary sch frens =x
think of next week den feel sien,
coz next week hv to work on monday till saturday!!!
argh!! so sien T________T
oh ya..
dafeiiyangq sick liao,
hope he can recover soon .___.
ஂ rest rest rest, need more rest .__.
with l0ves۰•
thengq
with l0ves۰•
theng
9:40 PM | Saturday, April 11, 2009 | 0 Comment
` 释放 '
无形的压力
在毫无警惕的情况下
突如来袭
意志薄弱的人
就这么轻而易举的
被压力侵蚀
被压力压得喘不过气
人类对压力的的自然反应
就是情绪低弱，胡思乱想，然后就崩溃
÷偶尔的崩溃未免是件坏事
因为那也是人类释放自己的方式
与其藏在心里压得喘不过气
倒不如干脆把那些不开心的都释放出来
释放过后整个人变得轻松起来
犹如天空的云被雨水压得喘不过气时
云朵唯有选择释放出来
释放过后便是一片晴朗的天空
也就是所谓的“雨过天晴”
释放所有的不开心
让自己变得开心点
也让生活过得自在
ஂ 让自己放肆的释放..
with l0ves۰•
thengq
with l0ves۰•
theng
` good girl '
2day i be a good girl stay at home,
help mummy do some house chores,
on9 a while, go eat breakfast den hv to start marking those books .__.
i used quite a lot of money these few days,
must save save use liao,
but always said wana save, ended up used more than save =x
sat n sun went out n raining,
cant go to the park, felt like my weight gain back again -.-
2day must go to the park walk walk
pray hard hope tht it wont rain again .__.
okie, its time to eat breakfast,
den its time to start work .__.
felt so lazy.. haihs..
ஂ jia y0u T__T
with l0ves۰•
thengq
with l0ves۰•
theng
` Race to Witch Mountain '
Pik Yean stay at my hse,
she keep 38 around,
n keep kacau dafeiiyangq,
but dafeiiyangq seem so sien =x
we decided to watch "Race to Witch Mountain"
but the movie start on 7pm,
so we slacked at home whole day
we watched tv, on9, chit chat
so, i never mark my homework yday =x
we went out on 6.30pm
bought tickets den go McDonald took dinner,
coz of the limited time,
we only able to eat the burger den da bao fries n water go into cinema =x
of coz is tou tou da bao de, coz i got bring bag
"Race to Witch Mountain"..
tis movie quite ok, The Rock very man n funny
keep on got exciting action happened in the movie,
wont feel bored or wad
but we found tht some part of the movie can be another way,
but it shows those aliens like very useless like tht =x
but overall is ok =)
we went to Old Town yam cha after the movie,
after tht went to shop a while coz hv to help my elder sis buy A4 Paper,
i went to bought 1 pack of red pens,
while Ai Wei bought 1 cool Polo purse
wad a tiring day,
coz yday went out, 2day oso went out
luckily 2ml i no need go out anymore,
can stay at home mark those homeworks .__.
ஂ "Race to Witch Mountain" nice nice
with l0ves۰•
thengq
with l0ves۰•
theng
` hang out '
pei Ai Wei go Pavillion meet her coll frens
Pik Yean called n said Yin Wan asked us go out meet
den we meet at Times Square after meeting Ai Wei's frens
shop a while at Times Square,
plan to buy shoe but cant get a suitable 1,
den went to Sungei Wang shop,
Pik Yean bought 1 t-shirt for her brother,
me, Ai Wei and Yin Wan bought a purse while Pik Yean bought a cutie bag
i oso bought 2 pants for dafeiiyangq for oly RM29.90 each!!
super cheap, coz normally the pants need RM89.90 each
( but we found out 1 pants got 1 tiny hole after we went back home =x )
went back to Times Square hv our dinner,
they choose "shi hao" near 3rd floor cinema there,
their food quite ok n price quite ok too ^^
after dinner, we went home
b4 tht, we went to pasar malam coz Ai Wei wan buy socks,
but the ppl din open stall,
ended up i bought 1 pair of slipper
went home chit chat until dafeiiyangq reached,
Yin Wan went back after tht coz she 2ml still got date,
Pik Yean stay over at our house
ok, i hv to go back 8 lo =x
kakakaka..
ஂ hang out wit frens is a way to relax during weekend =)
with l0ves۰•
thengq
with l0ves۰•
theng
11:55 PM | Saturday, April 4, 2009 | 0 Comment
` do i look like an idiot? '
i 2day very bo mood,
coz kena 2 students cheated me -.-
its not the 1st time they cheated me!!
i wonder am i look like an idiot for them??
i m angry is not bcoz they din do my homework,
its bcoz of they cheated me,
i hate cheater most most most!!
they r making fun of my trust towards them!!
dulan betul!!
got 1 student cheated me said he din bring his exercise book,
i asked other student help me check his bag,
n found his exercise book,
i m so shocked coz he doen't look like those student tht will cheat,
he is like those guai guai student, quiet quiet de
but i caught him once n tis is not the 1st time
he cheated me tht he lost his exercise book,
i taught till chapter 11, but he only do till chapter 2!!
i asked him got giv teacher mark ma? he said no
but when i checked the exercise book, tht teacher marked on 15/1
den i scolded him n asked him since he said he lost it, when he lost it,
he said 20/1!! wtf -__- worst!!
i directly call his mum,
he so pro lo!!
he cheated his mum said new teacher NEVER giv homework,
until old teacher come back den got homework -__-
really wana slap him when i heard wad his mum told me D:
recess tht time, another student cheated me he din bring exercise book
when i asked another student go to check his bag,
he fast fast said "got got got, i got bring"
i really wana scold him bad word tht time!!
dulan la!! duno y they keep on cheat me!!
i wont whack them or kill them if they din do my homework!!
arghhhhhhhhhhh!!
haihs, nowadays de kids really scary!!
no eyes c them!!
luckily i can run away from them for 3 days xD
*claps claps* so happy, can run out from the zoo =x
but still hv many homeworks need to mark T____T
jia you jia you~~
ஂ HATE cheater!! they made me fell like i m an idiot D:
with l0ves۰•
thengq
with l0ves۰•
theng
` counting down '
count down count down!!
2ml is friday liao xD
after friday den i can hv 3 days holiday!!
*claps claps*
finally can rest well after work like siao in tis week,
duno y tis week got so many thgs need to mark,
i think its bcoz i need to prepare the moral exam paper,
it wasted me 2 days nite to prepare it .__.
tis week live like a robot, coz everyday do the same thg
after work, back home mark books,
den nap a while,
den wake up n go out walk in the park wit Ai Wei and mummy
came back rest a while den go bath n eat dinner,
after tht continue mark books or prepare next day class de thg,
den went to sleep on 11pm
after 2ml, i m totally human again!!
i wan go out ply!!
i wan watch tv!!
i wan on9 chat wit frens!!
most important is i finally successful dll Jason's private server,
i wan ply Jason's private server!!!
weekend weekend!!
holidays holidays!!
oh ya, monday is "cheng ming" holiday!!
wakakakakakaka!!
excited xD
although still need to mark Chinese essays at home,
but its better than facing those monkeys in sch =x
hahas.. happy happy ^^
i m off to bed, 2ml still need to work T___T
nite nite..
ஂ holiday, i m waiting for u ^^
with l0ves۰•
thengq
with l0ves۰•
theng
10:10 PM | Thursday, April 2, 2009 | 0 Comment
Ai Theng 
angie
November 2007