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Resolved??

after so many days,
although the issue between dafeiiyangq was solved,
but my mind doesn't has any sense of security,
my mind keep flash back the girl's name,
no matter what he told me,
a question keep emerged in my mind,
"is he telling the truth? or he is lying to me again?"

this is the third time he lied me,
i felt so disappointed n heartache,
my heart will never cure

yday i asked him abt that girl's matter,
he sounds very impatient,
but he told me that the girl doesn't sms or call him lately,
i asked him if she sms or call, will he reply her?
he said he doesn't know how to answer,
coz he worry i will think in another way again

i told him there is a scar there and it will never cure,
since my heart already accumulated 3 scars,
those scars are difficult to recover!
but he said today's technology so advanced,
sure got a way to cure those scars -.-

our conversation changed to joke,
but does he notice that there is sadness behind those laughs?
i wonder, does he felt heartache as how i felt when he saw i cry?
am i an idiot for choosing to belief him?

i felt so puzzled,
becoz there is no real solution for the issue..
its never resolve,
never...

with l0ves۰•
theng

6:01 PM | Friday, August 7, 2009 | 0 Comment