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again..

been constrained for a long time,
trying to stop myself from blogging,
i noticed that my blog was full of unhappy things,
should post some happy things here,
but happy memories do passed quickly,
why sad memories always motionless??

lately, emotion turns up and down easily,
can be happy at this moment,
but few seconds later, become very down.
is it because of the work pressure?
or is it because of...........

lately, sky keep raining,
is it because it knew my feelings?
or is it the end of the world coming??
water accompany me all the times,
is it tears? no! its not, just too much water..
have to release some for it to become balance

lately, many thoughts appeared in my mind,
good and bad thoughts mixed up,
made me felt dizzy, my head gonna exploded,
am i thinking too much?
yes, you always said so and always sing that song,
but you never continue the lyrics..

lately, love to download songs,
maybe songs are the only thing i can rely,
songs can release ones stress,
and also provide physical and mental relaxation :)

with l0ves۰•
theng

12:38 AM | Monday, March 15, 2010 | 0 Comment

m0r0se

although its weekend,
but i totally no weekend mood,
coz i hv to work on Saturday and Sunday!
super sien!!

lately, sch hving exam,
tht means more works to do,
coz hv to mark,
mark till i very pek cek,
coz its very hard 2 giv marks .__.
i hv virtually become very hot temper

no ppl will understand how i feel,
sometime i think its good for me not to exist,
it might be the best solution to avoid quarrels..
sometime favouritism do exist,
both working, but y i cant tired, another one can?
y i cant nap at afternoon, while another can?
y i m the 1 tht always get scolded??
i m the one tht woke up early to work,
while another's working hours is totally diff..
why??!!!!!

work place is like a battlefield,
everyday reach office den work non stop,
time not enough use..

house is like a hotel,
full of cold and cheerless,
my room is the warmest place

disappointed, despair, morose..

with l0ves۰•
theng

8:34 PM | Saturday, March 6, 2010 | 0 Comment