to do..

my blog was dead for few months =x
was busy with my study life lately,
was offered by government to study teacher course,
which i wished for so long,
although the course is not as wad i wished for,
but teaching in kindergarden is almost the same
as teaching in primary school (i guess),
wad to do? since i had been offered to teach kindergarden .__.

there is a huge gap between me and dafeiyangq,
since i got tis teacher course offered,
and since he changed his job,
he is working as a "supervisor" in a factory,
and he is very busy for his work everyday,
included saturday and sunday .__.
and he started to smoke since he changed tis job,
or mb b4 he changed tis job??
i was disappointed with him coz he knew i super duper hate ppl smoke!
he promised not to smoke in front of me,
but i still cant accept the fact tht he is smoking! haihs..

due to both of us r in our busy life,
we lack of communication,
and we always quarrel,
bcoz he smokes? bcoz he busy?
bcoz my temper? bcoz we r in different line?
i am a future teacher, and he smokes -.-
and he talk bad words..
problems keep occuring and we din overcome it,
we seem like nth now, but how abt future?

yday he told me tht he has to learn many things in short time,
coz his boss feels like his fren is better than him,
although he work longer than his fren,
i duno y his boss got such feeling?
juz bcoz his fren noe more machines than him?
then how abt admin jobs?
he seems nth when he told me these things,
but i can feel tht he is very stress from his voice,
he is trying so hard for our future (i guess? or mb his future?),
and how abt me? what can i do?
i was like keep blaming him for being busy,
i cant even help him anything,
the only thing tht i can do is to stay by his side,
and support him no matter wad (not included smoking)

he always keep his problem and face it alone,
mb he duwan me to worry him,
and i feel so guilty for not helping him,
and still need him to worry me,
i juz hope tht he is not giving himself too much pressure,
and hope he know that i will always support him :)




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theng




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