DeciDed . GoiNg OuT ReLaX
DeciDed . ReLaX
yday chit chat wit my sis, my bro & my bro's fren-benny till very late
coz juz went to benny's hse to meet his dad
my bro went there to sign some documents
and i went there to get some information abt the course n job
i am so confuse and cant make up my mind
den i keep on questioning my sis n bro them
should i study abt education or abt hotel tourism?
my bro said i m not suitable to become a teacher
bcoz i am too impatient n too hot temper in explaining more detail
i agreed wit tis, but my mum said teaching no need worry kena fired
coz sg lack of teachers nowadays
my sis said teachers in sg very stress bcoz parents abit abit den kpkb
n she said i will be looking good in hotel manager's cloths o.O she is looking forward to it
she asked me u wan ur future like a straight line or like a stairs like tht keep moving up
if become teacher den will like a straight line, but hotel will hv more opportunity to move up
they gave me many many many opinions
end up i make up my mind to study hotel tourism
when i graduated from secondary i think of study tis course
but coz i scare to work night shift
n meet those thg tht can c me n i cant c them so i giv up study tis course
now, i think it would not be a problem for me alto i still scare to take lift alone =.=
becoz i think night shift will hv other staff too, right?
so now i m waiting benny's dad to send me informations abt the courses provided by the sch
but now my tempo decision is to study hotel tourism
in future i duno i will change my mind or not =x
yday chat till 4am den sleep
2day morning 9am woke up -_-
super tired now!
although 2day i m on leave,
but i promised my sis to accompany her to go sg wang shopping
n i also can relax while 38 around wit my 38 sis ^^
ok la.. i stop here n mb will be continued later or mb not =x
duno wad time back n mb will tired till no energy write blog.. hahas
theng
11:02 AM | Monday, March 31, 2008 | 0 Comment
WeirD DreaM
WeirD DreaM
yday ii lye on bed cant fal asleep
ii think i felt asleep on 3am or 4am like tht
den duno when ii started my dream o.o
so weird la the dream
me n other ppl [ 4got got who liao ]
we r trying to protect my fren from a guy
ii then the guy is my fren's bf
n my fren suddenly disappear
we so worried n trying to find her
at last we discovered where she was
but we duwan giv her bf know where she was
so we go find her secretly
but her bf keep following us
so we try tokeep him away from us
at last we success n go 2 the place to find our fren
when we saw her, she was smilling
she was acoompanied by a nurse
when we shout her name n she ran away
the nurse stopped us n asked us dun disturb the patient
the nurse dropped her papers tht holding on her hand
n the nurse oso wan away
we took the papers n notice its aby our fren
she lost her memories
no wonder she like very scared when she saw us
since she lost her momories, we decided duwan to disturb her
mb lost memories is not a bad thg
at least she can 4got her shit bf
[ but ii duno wad her bf done, from the beginning of the dream her bf's characteristic been set as a bad guy ]
SUDDENLY, her bf stand behind us
ii faster keep the papers inside my pants o.o [ tis very weird ]
but he saw it n he asked me show him
but i said its my own report, duwan giv him the papers
duno how he get the papers n he went to find my fren
THEN..
duno wad happen liao..
coz i woke up =x
n the most weird thg is..
the fren is my secondary fren
she is sheue le o.O
weird weird =x
duno y will dream of her
hahas..
- The End of my Weird Dream -
theng
10:59 AM | Sunday, March 30, 2008 | 0 Comment
迷失方向
迷失方向
本来今天打算跟碧燕去看“老师嫁老大”
可是她的车昨晚给人家撞屁股，进厂了
所以今天没有看到戏
我整个下午在跟周公的儿子约会
睡到大概七点被碧燕的电话吵醒
她说她约了simpson九点去找他
碧燕讲他算到很准
所以我很早就想去见他
要他帮我算算我今年的运程
因为目前我就好象在三岔路做不到选择
所以我就答应碧燕陪她一起去
我们迟到所以有点害怕
碧燕讲他的性格怪怪
还没进去时有点紧张，怕他会骂我们
怎知道那边的工作人员说是一对一的
弄到我更紧张
我叫碧燕先进去，她过了40多分钟才出来
我进去差不多20分钟就出来了
碧燕讲我笨，不问多点东西
看看我跟simpson的对话就懂我为何没问那么多
他是在一间很有特色的店
楼下是给客人喝茶吃东西的
楼上就是见simpson的地方
轮到我时有点害怕跟紧张
他有很多算法，我选算整年的运程
所以必须给他出生日期和出生时间
一开始我既然紧张到讲错生日日期
真丢脸 =x
他就开始帮我算.....
我觉得内容应该不能说出来吧？
怕等下我的运程会转到完
他告诉我很多东西
我觉得真的很准
只是爱情的让我很伤心
事业让我很懊恼
家庭让我很担心
现在迷失方向
金牛座的人是真的很固执
很难接受人家的意见
不过有好的路难道不选？
就象我妈讲的，
什么都怕要怎样做大事？
说得很对！要勇敢面对！！
加油！加油！
ii wish my family, dream and life will become better
[ 陷入深思当中 ]
`theng .
theng
12:34 AM | | 0 Comment
你不配！
你不配！
xiao niao asked me try think optimistic
but my mood now really bad
nowadays mood keep on turned to negative!
duno y?
mb i really fed up of working
mb i m not suitable to work
but i need money
no choice
have to REN REN REN REN REN!!
now doing kilang thg..
separating papers -_-
haihs..
wana shout!!
你不配!!!!
你什么都不是!!!!!
those xx who saw tis wana go tuk den tuk!
i dun care!
tuk bao ta!!
no matter wad i do oso kena tuk de!!
oledi used to it..
tis is MY BLOG!
MY COMPLICATED LIFE!!
juz shut up n fk off!!
thanks!
ii tot tis saturday can go clubbing wit cheng them
but oledi canceled
tot can go hv fun n relax T_T
my 1st time gone liao!!!
never go clubbing b4 =x
DUN LAUGH ME!!
but nvm la
2ml date pik yean go watch movie
go laugh laugh n relax xD
btw.. xiao niao!!
thanks for caring me
really appreciate ^^
glad 2 hv a fren like u =]
TAURUS ROX!!
[[ continue counting stupid papers x_x ]]
`theng .
theng
2:20 PM | Friday, March 28, 2008 | 0 Comment
雨后的彩虹
彩虹
下了一场大雨后
可以看见很多东西
路边的野花野草
有些挺立的抬头
有些被大风雨摧毁
至于路边的大树
有些树枝断了
有些完美无瑕
爱情也是如此
经过风风雨雨后
无论弱小如野花草还是强壮如大树
都会有脆弱的一面
可是有时它们也有坚强的一面
雨停后就会天晴
偶尔可以看到彩虹出现
虽然彩虹出现的时间很短暂
但是很美丽，看了会觉得很幸福
可是彩虹很快就消失了
就如爱情一样
经过风雨也会有晴天
偶尔也会有甜蜜的一面
虽然甜蜜的时间很短
但是陷在其中的人会觉得很幸福
一旦问题出现时
甜蜜的感觉就会很快消失
爱情总是让人欢喜让人忧
刚才听歌听到这一句
“多情的人总被伤得最重”
唱得真的很对
我想多情的人往往会想很多东西
所以到最后会伤得很重
不知不觉又徘徊在从前
心渐渐靠近灰暗
我不闻不问也许好过一点
无望的空谈，一声声的清叹
该说的说了，不该说的也都说了
对一个“来来喊”的人已经无言
找不到方向往彩虹天堂，
找不到方向往幸福天堂...
[[ complete my life myself ]]
`theng .
theng
9:14 AM | Thursday, March 27, 2008 | 0 Comment
梦
梦 . 音乐
刚刚跟38婆谈到昨晚发梦
奇怪的是我们昨晚都有发梦
而我和另一个38婆都梦到公司
我看她是工作到傻了
梦到人家叫她快点把工作完成
虽然我不记得我梦见什么
可是我记得我梦见公司里的人 =x
难道我们真的做工作到傻了？
我们得了公司恐惧症？
为什么会梦到公司？
还是上天给我们什么启示？
哈哈
今天心情没有昨天那么差
希望能维持到放工
真的很不想打给那个uncle
肯定会把我的心情从100减到-100
今天尽量让自己轻松
听听音乐
音乐一直陪伴我成长
不同时期听不同的歌
长大后听回当时的歌
回忆会不知不觉的浮现在脑海
有快乐的，伤心的，遗憾的...
真的很美好 ^^
` theng .
theng
10:50 AM | Wednesday, March 26, 2008 | 0 Comment
New Born Skin
New Born Skin
after being elected
at last ii able to change tis skin
actually ii got 2 options to choose
but at last ii choose tis 1
the main reason is not bcoz of the pic
is bcoz the cursor
SO CUTE!!!
hahas..
later ppl cant tahan me =x
but ii oso like tht layout
and the title of tis skin
[[ complicated life ]]
its true tht life is complicated
if not u cant feel happy, sad, angry and other feelings
if u really din hv any of these feelings
den mb u r a wood =x
changed new skin
oso can change a mood?
but my mood still always swing here n there =x
juz not as geli as b4
put love love de =x
hahas..
WELCOME NEW BLOG SKIN TO MY BLOG ^^
WELCOME U ALL TO MY COMPLICATED LIFE =)
theng
4:11 PM | Tuesday, March 25, 2008 | 0 Comment
T i r e D
T i r e D
today very very tired
yday 4am den fall asleep
ii bring a tired body to work
with tired eyes @.@
and tired mind +_+
make me so dizzy
now keep on key-ing forms
stupid forms
need rush and give customers
make me more dizzy
tired of working life
hope to hv a change in my working life
hope ii can learn smthg good
waiting for a good opportunity
must hv a try den know the result =)
haih.. need continue work liao T_T
curi curi come write blog to release my tension
working life.. sux!!
[[ working in progress =( ]]
theng
11:33 AM | | 0 Comment
胶布
x~ 胶布 ~x
此刻她的心像被刀割着
她需要很多胶布
好让她的伤口愈合
他的随便
让她觉得没有安全感
他的懒惰
让她很难忍受
他的敷衍
让她无言
两个不同的电话
被一条电话线连起来
可是他们的心却不能连在一起
她的无言
换来他的无言
双方都没说话
听着对方的电视机声
时间一分一秒的过去
这次他选择不说话
而她选择盖电话
无奈的她没人可以诉说
夜深人静很容易胡思乱想
她唯有把所有东西写出来
舒解她心里的痛
原以为他是个有上进心的人
可是现在她看不到他的上进
对着一个不上进的人
他们会有将来吗？
她的未来很模糊
不知要选择哪一条路
或许她离开一段时间到国外发展
他可能会有所改变？
还是会变本加厉？
是外面在下雨？
还是她的心在流泪？
她突然觉得她很安静
反而寂寞很吵
是她任性？
还是他不谅解？
说不出谁对谁错
睡不着的她
继续胡思乱想
More Graphics Comment click here.
theng
12:33 AM | | 0 Comment
van 车恐惧症
van 车恐惧症
从昨天开始
本人发现
本人确实
真正的患上 van 车恐惧症
van 车本身车头超级短
车尾很长，很不稳
再加上本人的心脏衰弱
坐在里面感觉就像坐过山车
恐怖到极点！
昨天大肥羊一早载我去 The Curve
跟我的大学朋友聚会
心脏曾经一度停止
本人肉眼看到
就差那0.05mm就要撞到
我一直斜眼看着大肥羊
吓到我要死
过后几次都是吓到我心脏停止
我一直骂他驾慢点
他就说不是他不要慢
是他的车头太短
我看到很近，其实还差两个人的距离
也对啦，不过好像很恐怖
他讲我得了 van 车恐惧症
过后整个路程
我都是闭目养神
其实是不敢开眼看
我担心我会真的心脏停止
再加上臭肥羊叫我别影响他
他会被我吓到 =x
可怜的心脏
我看我从此也不敢坐 van 了
就算坐也会闭目养神
没办法咯
谁叫我的心脏衰弱 T____T
theng
10:59 AM | Monday, March 17, 2008 | 0 Comment
MODDY
MOODY
today's mood very very down
duno izit not enough sleep or wad?
today all my 38 pos very bad mood oso..
the reason only 1!
coz of tis lousy plae la!
think back wad happened yday..
haih! FED UP TILL VERY VERY FED UP!!
why must be me?
why i got no chance to choose wad i wan?
why u all decide liao i must follow?
am i really ur slave?
i get ur salary doen't mean i must do wadever thg u asked!
u ask me be kokokai should i be?
PLEASE LA!!
RESPECT LA!!!
BE FAIR LA!!
i wan to noe who the hack tht recommend me!
really dulan!!!
wad all ppl decide???
ur "all ppl" doesn't included me!
am i invicible???
dun centraliaze till like tht la!
please go read some Human Resource or Organization Behavior la!
y cant use the fair way?
use vote la!! vote is the most fair way!
shit la!! really dulan!
1 time wan ppl do so many thg!!
although i m not involved in it
but i cant c my frens so stress!!
we r human ok? not robot!!
PLEASE USE BRAIN THINK LA!!
wad target???
suan! i got no place to voice coz i can say duwan?
REALLY NOT IN THE MOOD!!
WHO WHO??
GIVE ME BITE?
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH..
theng
11:37 AM | Friday, March 14, 2008 | 0 Comment
My HaNdWriTtiNg
My HaNdWriTtiNg
yday as usual
went to tuition center teach 2 monkeys
teach them science and maths
duno y yday time pass so slow
the 2 monkeys keep say very bored
dun like do maths, like science
i said cant choose, both must do
den tht 2 monkeys giv me their unwilling face
one student told me his mum said my word so small
his mum cant c
den i told him i today write big big giv ur mum c
den he said my mummy said ur word SO UGLY?!!
WTF?! so sien!!
complain tis n tht!!
eat shit la!
really make me no mood..
i go teach tuition oso need c handwritting?
tht mean handwritting ugly cant be tuition teacher?
another student den keep jia jia dun understand!
last day teach english keep act like duno
yday ask him den he can ans
really sien!
den yday keep teach him maths he keep say duno
but at the end he understand 1
duno y he keep on lying -_____-
haih..
teach kids r so ma fan
cant too fierce, cant scold, cant punish
their mum too protective
but tht 2 monkeys r quite cute and funny
always tok wad happened in sch, at house
quite relaxing unlike at office
they r so pure unlike outside world
ii want to go back to my childhood T_____T
theng
10:41 AM | | 0 Comment
SHOO SHOO!!!
SHOO SHOO!!!
these few days cant sleep well!!
keep on hv night mare~~~
so scary!!
dream-ed of those ugly ghoft, sot ppl, ppl chase or kill me!
duno wads the prob
too stress??
ii dun think ii got many pressure?
dafeiiyangq said ii think too much
maybe lo.. abit fan these few days
many things turn up worst
haih.. no choice
ii wish ii can relax!!
go sing k???
go genting!!
go shout shout shout~~~
syok ^^
ii hope night mare can GO AWAY!!
SHOO SHOO~~
DUN FOLLOW ME PLEASE!!
ii wan to hv a sweet dream T_T
dream of rainbow, love, stars.. ^ sweets ^
theng
1:41 PM | Thursday, March 13, 2008 | 0 Comment
心声
心声
昨晚跟大肥羊谈电话
跟他诉说我在公司里的日子
刚开始单纯的以为做人随便一点会开心一点
可是日子久了，很多问题出现
那里行政管理不是那么理想
工作范围很广，完全和进来时签的纸不同
最近从另一个同事口中得知我又有新的工作要做
我从原本只做 admin 变成做 customer service 过后可能要做 telemarketing？
我还要继续忍？我真的不能顶了！
虽然说我的职位是 sales and marketing admin executive
也不代表全部 marketing 东西都要做
那么我不就变成超人？
讲了那么久，大肥羊一直说
没办法啦，你打工，要受气，每间公司都有是非的
可是现在的问题不是是非不是非
口是人家的，我不理别人说什么是非
现在问题是我没有一个固定的工作范围
我原本的工作虽然很轻松
可是也不至于要做那么多别的东西吧？
telemarketing？ 我不能接受！
人家至少人工2K，我呢？
大肥羊还是不明白
好，我举个例子给他
就好像你做冷气
你老板叫你顺便修水喉
好，顺便修水喉也不用紧
下一次老板叫你去请马桶呢？
你也要请吗？
大肥羊说他会立刻走人
唉，只是为了找两餐饭吃
问题就在那个马桶你懂吗？
真的忍无可忍了！
我真的不喜欢做 telemarketing！
感觉到象侵犯人家的私营
如果要做的话，我不如全职做 telemarketing
唉，真想唱歌！
心事怎么说出来，有谁人会懂？
神啊，救救我吧！
唱完了歌，我发现我又要开始发神经了
哈哈
theng
1:36 PM | Wednesday, March 12, 2008 | 0 Comment
MARRIED!!
MARRIED!!
today gonna write an old blog..
hahas..
paiseh leh, coz no time to write it =x
and need to upload photo.. big project leh!!
XxAiThengxX and iiLoveTheng officially married on o6o3o8 [ Thursday ]
ya.. we married.. dun so shock =x
married in MAPPLE only la!!
COOL DOWN..
wahaha..
once ii changed my msn personal msg
some of my frens asked me "u married??!'
yes.. ii married in game!! =x
but juz a game la
nth to happy
we marry coz of the maple stupid PQ la!
but i hvnt go PQ b4 =x
tht day quite rush de
already planned to marry few days ago
but kang wei said do quest need 2-3 hours
so we keep on postpone our marriage
coz of me -.- ii need teach tuition at nite T_T
till o6o3o8 den manage to squish out time to do quest and marry =x
the stupid marry quest is driving me crazy
need run here and run there
find those aunty uncle that ii duno =x
but luckily at last we can finish the stupid quest and marry ^^
ii trying to invite all my buddies to go
but not much respond although ii sent invitation card to them
also sms to some of my fren to ask them on
but the time is too rush and my hp credit limited
so ii dun manage to sms all frens
sorry ya T_T but its juz an ordinary marriage, nth special
wedding finished
den ii thanks my buddies that attend
and ii kena buddies scold for not inviting them T_T
sorry for din inform earlier
me n chee suddenly got the time n mood to marry
muaks.. real life marry sure invite u all =x
but need man man wait =x
need to special thanks to my baby nu er [purpleyin88]
she sengaja duwan go train come my wedding ^^
and special thanks to bebearcher for ur wedding gifts
ii must special thanks to those who come to my wedding :
xiao lao gong, karey, celine, xiao yu yu, baby nu er, baby tung ku,
baby aqua and her dar [nv xu], ah seng, lydia mum and chou chu zai,
kang wei, jenny, dark BAD kor althouth u cant manage to attend at last,
all House Of Cari guild member tht attended, chee's buddies and others =x
paiseh.. old ppl dun remember tht much
so as a conclusion [ macam write essay ]
a perfect wedding finished
now ai theng is chee way de ppl?
in MAPLE ONLY!!!
real life ii am still me xD
wahahaha..
but cant say married liao den who is who de ppl!
gal must be independent!! =)
today mood normal..
coz monday blue!!!
hv to continue work =x
please go to my friendster to check other photos
lazy upload =x blog cant upload many photo in 1 time .__.
My WeDDiNg PhOTos :
Groom KISSING Bride x3` l0ng last l0ve..
dafeiiyangq x3` dafeiizhuu
on top of the Wedding Cake x3` BB's weather mega
theng
9:32 AM | Monday, March 10, 2008 | 0 Comment
选举期间
选举期间
大选将近，第三世界大战也如火如荼
各个党都放出自己的口号
今年我可以用我的身为大马公民的权利
投下我神圣的一票给我要的党
现在信息传到乱
有些党甚至还簦广告
超级夸张！
现在就算不看报纸也可以知道大选将近
到处在修理，铺路，警方超合作
可以很明显地看到
这个世界是很现实的
他们要你投他们
所以你要求什么，他们都尽量帮你做到
大选完了，你就慢慢等咯
到现在我还不是很了解哪个党好
不过我绝对不会投XX
不能说哦，是高度机密嘛
我不想酱早死
哈哈
投票的结果不懂有没有作假
我比较相信机械化
如果是投进一个可以自动计算的机器
我会相信那个投票结果
都什么年代了？
还要用手算？唉...
不管结果如何
至少我已经尽了身为马来西亚的一分子
应为我已经把我神圣的一票投了出去
还没到啦，8/3/08 才是大选日子
很兴奋！希望那天快点来 ^^
theng
10:24 AM | Thursday, March 6, 2008 | 0 Comment
飞蛾扑火
飞蛾扑火
今早来做工前突然想到一句从小就学的谚语
“飞蛾扑火，自取灭亡”
最近从我朋友口中
听到一个不知是好还是坏的消息
N（女）和M（男）又在回一起了
我应该恭喜她吗？
是时候讲一个故事..
从前有个女孩在网上认识了一个男孩
不久他们见面，在一起了
在一起几年了
经过很多的分分合合
他们还是在一起
我是从网上游戏认识男生的
而他的女友是过后才认识
有一天，从别人口中知道女生有了
男生不知怎么办好
我们都觉得那女生太随便，那孩子不懂是谁的
有一天那女生不知从哪里拿到我的电话
她打给我诉苦，她说那男生不愿意联络她
我也是女生，了解一个未婚怀孕的女生需要的是什么
她最需要的是那男生的陪伴
她经过很多方法都联络不到男生
相隔两地，一个在马来西亚，一个在澳洲
女生只好打给男生在sarawak的家人
怎知道换来他家人的冷言冷语
女生很伤心，很绝望
当初是男生告诉她“我想要有个属于我们的孩子”
女生傻傻地真的信以为真
男生一次次的背叛，她都可以原谅
到有时发生，男生竟然躲在澳洲不敢回来面对
女生家长很生气，要男方无论如何都要出来负责
最后，男生的妈妈去跟女生的家长谈
男生是出生于有钱家庭，她的妈妈常常帮他决定所有东西
男生的妈妈不肯负责，说不会承认那个小孩的
要女生的家人带她去拿掉
丢下这几句话就走了
有钱人？不负责任的当儿连一分钱都没赔偿
虽然女生不穷也不稀罕他们的钱
但是男生妈妈未免也太草草了事了？
怎么说也是一条生命！
女生的爸爸很生得奇告诉她“他们不要，我们自己养！我养得起！”
女生很感动，可是她很不平衡
没有男生的爱和陪伴，她连孩子也不要了
常常抽烟喝酒，希望孩子会自己掉了
到最后，她自己偷偷的把孩子拿掉
过了一段时间没跟她联络
有一天她msn告诉我“我跟他（男生）又在一起了”
男生过后才跟女生解释，才关心她
我告诉女生“这样的男人不值得你再爱了！”
女生说她太爱男生，不能没有他
过了一段时间，女生又msn我
女生说“我和他分手了，他在澳洲有另一女友”
女生还说“我不会再爱他了，分手了觉得很轻松”
过了很久的今天
他们又在一起了？！
所以我发现了一件事
飞蛾扑向火，最后只会自取灭亡
女生就像飞蛾，男生就像那团可怕的火
明知道男生是个不可靠的人
还要扑向哪里，最后只会换来伤痕累累
唉，问世间情为何物？
“爱转角遇见了谁，是否有爱情的美？”
既然女生选择要走这条路，我只有深深的祝福她
希望她永远幸福快乐
theng
9:32 AM | Monday, March 3, 2008 | 0 Comment
Ai Theng 
