` its SUNDAY!! '
today is sunday,
suppose to go out watch movie,
but i hv to stay at home do nothing -_-
dafeiiyangq's doen't has transport,
coz his stupid brother crashed his mum's motor,
the motor duno sent to which shop repair =_____=
haihs, so boring neh .__.
i wan to watch TRANSFORMER 2!!
i wan to go out shop!!
i wan to do many things!!
but i didn't hv much money do to those things -.-
when will the salary release?!!!
arghhhh!!! money money money!!
all things need money T_________T
i duno y i so suay??!
my sch colleagues went interview,
they get their pay n letter 3 months later.
i already waited 4 months,
but i still hvnt get my letter or a single pay yet!!
whyyy??!!
haihs.. duwan think of it anymore,
watch anime is better than thinking these useless things .__.
its SUNDAY,
but i am not in sunday mood..
theng
12:16 PM | Sunday, June 28, 2009 | 0 Comment
' l0ve music class '
music is a way to release our soul,
it helps people to ease their pressure
currently, my timetable had changed after the sch holidays,
i hv to teach music class,
but luckily all my music classes are standard 3 students
i love music class n love to c the way they sing,
standard 3 students r so adorable!!
their music r very light together with simple lyrics
sometime, i will teach them some simple motions,
they will be happy to learn those simple motions
when i c they sing happily,
n do those motions happily,
i will be affected by their happiness :)
during music class,
there is no textbook, no exercise book n no homework,
i juz wan them to enjoy n relax during the class,
their smile light up my day :)
i l0ve music class,
n oso l0ve to teach them sing ^^
theng
12:03 AM | Thursday, June 25, 2009 | 0 Comment
` Happy Daddy Day '
its Daddy Day!!
last month planned to bring whole family eat Kim Gary,
coz got 50% discount on Father Day,
but daddy keep change his mind lately,
made me very unhappy
unhappy is not bcoz he cant make it as we planned,
its bcoz he keep change his mind,
keep on giving us hope tht we mb can go there eat,
cant mean cant, i dun like ppl keep changing his mind -.-
but daddy able to make it after all,
we bring my grandma-ah ma and er gu along,
since its father day n has 50% discount,
so the queue is super long,
we hv to wait for abt 15 numbers -.-
mummy's leg pain n ah ma oso cant stand too long,
but Maluri's Kim Gary din provide seat for customers sit,
so Ai Wei brought them go Starbucks there drink coffee,
while me n big sis stand in front of Kim Gary wait our turn
we waited abt 1 hr den reached our turn,
their service so lousy, not systematic
we went in ordered n eat,
but ah ma seems like dun like the food there,
all those foods with meat n ah ma is vegetarian -.-
we ordered 1 fried spaggeti for ah ma,
she dun like the taste n the coffee =x
its a bit rush coz big sis has meeting at 5pm,
we finished our food den rushed back home
its very cheap if got 50% discount,
we ordered all expensive meals,
total amount is RM130+,
after 50% its abt RM72,
super cheap n we ate till super full xD
while waiting daddy come fetch us,
mummy met 1 nearby de auntie,
she bought many thgs n her son seems like dun willing to fetch her,
tht auntie so pity, has to keep asked her son fetch
her son really bad, dun willing to drive in Jusco fetch her,
coz he said need to pay parking fees -__-
the parking fees only RM1 leh!!
summore if got Jusco Card, first 2 hrs is free,
if come in not more than 30mins, no need Jusco card oso free!!
tht auntie so pity, she asked me to explained to her son,
i asked her son came in n explained to him no need pay parking fees,
i oso told him his mum's will wait him in front of McDonald,
he sound so unwilling like tht -.- tht auntie so pity
me n mummy help tht auntie carried her things to McDonald,
den tht auntie wait at there
after a while, daddy came over fetch us
we went home happily ^^
2day done smthg good,
felt so happy :)
Happy Daddy Day!!
wish daddy healthy and happy always,
wish daddy's business shun shun li li :)
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i felt better after expressed all my feelings..
talk talk talk,
argue argue argue,
tears tears tears,
calm calm calm,
talk talk talk..
everything settled after tht,
there was an answered at the end,
hope everything can turn better after this..
theng
6:49 PM | Sunday, June 21, 2009 | 0 Comment
` c0nfuse '
i m very confuse,
wad is going on now?
reality seems to take us apart,
everything seems to fade away..
its like no longer "us",
it become "u and me"..
where is the love?
it gone as time passed..
drama are fake,
fairy tales also fake..
at tis moment, everything become fake!!
the only thing real is......
h e a r t
and its super ache
i wonder y guys always break promise,
one like tht, another one oso like tht,
damn fed up with them!!
cant means cant,
i duno y must them lie!!
always said i dun believe them,
but do they ever think of wad had they done??
do they noe believe included "lie"?
DAMN FED UP!!
theng
8:30 PM | Saturday, June 20, 2009 | 0 Comment
` Welcome Back '
Ai Wei is back from Singapore,
she bought many things,
included my W580i,
but the ppl 4got put in my memory card -.-
damn tired coz i din nap a while,
Ai Wei came back keep tok wit me,
made me cant fall sleep -.-
we on9 till now =x
n had a wonderful dinner,
coz long time din eat mummy cook de dinner .__.
welcome back daddy, mummy and Ai Wei!! ﺕ
theng
10:33 PM | Tuesday, June 16, 2009 | 0 Comment
` miss my family '
i very very miss my family!!
hate the feeling of being alone at home!!
its very inconvenient for me to get thg to eat =x
summore its very boring to face the cold wall,
i started to miss Ai Wei coz its more noisy to has her around,
but when she is around, she always kacau me =.=
tht day Ai Wei called from Singapore,
she said she help my sis buy 2nd hand SE hp - W580i,
she oso shun bian help me buy the same hp,
so 3 ji mui using the same hp model :)
actually, i plan to buy another SE hp (i duno wad model)
my bro using it right now n he said its very laggy n always hang -.-
nvm ba, juz simply buy 1 hp tht can take photo,
wait till i get my pay den buy a better 3G phone or mb i-phone?
but i dun like i-phone, very big like da fan shu =x
tok about my pay,
its June now but i hvnt get any pay since March -.-
i m super pok now!! i hv to declare bankrupt soon T__T
coz my bank din hv any saving anymore,
n i still owe many ppl money!! especially my mum .__.
i hope i can get my pay soon!!
*pray pray*
oh ya, 2day school start,
n its very special for me,
coz i hv to change my time table n teach new classes,
most of my class r standard 3,
they r better than higher standard students,
but i oso got 1 standard 6 class,
its super hard to handle them since they hv grown up,
n they r super duper noisy -.- haihs..
i hope 2ml faster come,
not to go sch let those monkeys gek me,
but its bcoz daddy, mummy n Ai Wei is coming back from Singapore 2ml,
they will bring my grandma along too ^^
tht means i no need to fan wad to eat for my lunch n dinner xD
i miss them very much T___________T
theng
9:23 PM | Monday, June 15, 2009 | 0 Comment
` happy sunday '
after 3 weeks never meet,
dafeiiyangq finally come to find me,
we spend our sunday wit Pik Yean
we went to Leisure Mall's Neway sing k,
den me n dafeiiyangq watch "17Again" at Leisure Mall,
tht movie super nice, funny n got leng zai see =D~
i think its nicer than "Hannah Montena The Movie"
after tht we went to eat tong shui,
unfortunately, the sky rain heavily when we wana go home,
coz we ride motor, so we hv to wait the rain small
we went back home n take a nap,
coz i only slept 1 hr yday nite,
its bcoz i saw dafeiiyangq's hp got smthg made me cant fall sleep,
but its juz a misunderstanding -___-
woke up at 7pm, called Pik Yean,
she came over n we hv our dinner together,
plan to eat korean food de,
but ended up eat chinese food which is nearby the koean restaurant,
quite yummy n super full :)
Pik Yean came over my hse sit n watch tv together,
we watch "Genius Go Go Go",
damn funny, whole house full of laughs =x
Pik Yean n dafeiiyangq go back after tht
i had a great sunday!!
thanks to dafeiiyangq n Pik Yean,
but hv to keep all my lazyness,
coz 2ml school start, hv to face those monkeys again =.=
i am off to bed,
forced to sleep early,
coz 2ml hv to wake early -.-
nitey nite..
theng
11:35 PM | Sunday, June 14, 2009 | 0 Comment
` w0nderful night '
went out wit Pik Yean to watch "Night at The Museum 2"
after daddy, mummy n Ai Wei depart to Singapore.
we went to Cheras Selatan jusco to buy movie tickets,
luckily got nice seat to choose coz we 8pm bought 11pm movie
after tht we discuss wad to eat,
its very hard to decide wad to eat,
coz we hv to hang out till 11.45pm to watch tht movie,
we nearly stated all foods n at the end we choose Sushi Zanmai!!
so, 2 sha po went The Garden's Sushi Zanmai eat sushi,
by right we should watch movie at Megamall which is nearer,
but we already bought tickets at Cheras Selatan -.-
we left Sushi Zanmai at 10.30pm n simply walk around The Garden,
although those shops were closed,
but we still can walk around n c those cloths n shoes =x
we walked until 11.15pm den leave The Garden.
we caught in jam when we were leaving The Garden,
duno y 11pm still so many cars =x
luckily we able to reach Cheras Selatan on time ^^
i wish to watch "Night at The Museum 2" for a long long time,
tonight finally can watch it!! so excited xD
tis movie very nice n funny,
especially the way the characters tok,
super childish n funny =D
but Pik Yean n me found tht tis movie got a weird part,
which is the museums din hv any guards during nite time o.o
but overall, the movie is full of excitement n joyous :)
thanks Pik Yean very very much,
for always accompany me when i am alone,
for always fetching me here n there,
for always bring me go eat nice n delicious foods,
for always be there when i needed an ear,
for everything she do to me :)
cant fall asleep,
heard a voice that made me cant stop thinking.
am i too sensitive??
i started to think negatively again,
no matter how hard i advice myself,
it juz cant stop me from thinking of it!!
i hate such feeling..
theng
2:17 AM | Saturday, June 13, 2009 | 0 Comment
` last h0liday '
2day is my last weekday holiday,
hv to use it nicely
woke up on 7:15am,
went park walk walk wit Ai Wei,
went to eat breakfast wit daddy, mummy n Ai Wei after bath,
accompany mummy go pasar,
accompany mummy go clinic c doc,
i oso c doc since i cough for 1 week still hvnt cure -.-
went back home bath n eat medi,
here i am sitting in front pc dreaming again =x
yday had our dinner at a restaurant nearby our house,
daddy promised to treat 1 uncle eat sharkfin n abalone,
so we oso got chance to eat such thg,
1st time in my whole life,
n i found its nth special =x
mb i m born to eat those cheap food =p
we ate a lot n chat alot too,
tht uncle help us check our fortune,
he told me something which is very useful for me,
n made me felt more secure after hearing tht :)
thanks uncle for telling me so many thgs,
i will remember it n make it as a reference ^^
here are some photos taken yday..
#1. the abalone..
#2. abalone with mushroom, vege n seafood
i finally uploaded my hp photos into Ai Wei's lappy,
here are some photos taken in Connaught 2..
#4. my 4T students gave me surprise during Teacher Day 16/5/09
#5. behind tht teacher is me , so pretty (his drawing)
#6. tis tiny little student drew this for me, touched :)
#7. my Science class students - 4 Tulip '09
#8. my 5I class students drew tis on my last day 25/5/09
#9. its fun to teach them although some of them r very notti -.-
#10. thanks them very much :)
from next week onwards,
i hv to teach new class,
although main class is standard 3,
but i still hv to teach standard 5 n standard 6,
which is i very very dun willing to teach -.-
but no choice, i cant choose T___T
daddy, mummy n Ai Wei r going to Singapore later,
left me alone at tis empty house T___T
luckily Pik Yean later nite accompany me,
i hope 2day can watch "Night at The Museum 2",
pray hard for a nice seat n hv tickets for both of us .___.
felt more secure with the relationship between me and dafeiiyangq
hope nothing bad will happen again .__.
theng
8:19 AM | Friday, June 12, 2009 | 0 Comment
` St0machache '
2day woke up at 7am,
stomachache made me cant sleep,
whole morning keep woke up n go toilet,
i think i went more than 5 times -__-
its a good sign to hv stomachache,
it means i can throw out those unuse thgs,
n can reduce my weight *kakaka*
sit in front of my pc whole day,
done nothing except staring at Facebook,
while playing Restaurant City -__-
i am super boring,
until got many spider web around me,
soooner or later i mb can create a movie called "Spiderwoman" =x
yday planned to watch "Night at The Museum 2",
but cant reserve ticket or left front seat ticket,
so we postponed to friday,
but i tried to book ticket juz now,
the cinema provide in front 4 rows for reservation -___-
i hope 2ml plan will on,
if not i hv to stay at home alone,
coz my family is going Singapore 2ml night,
while i hv to stay at home watch house T___T
i oso wan to go Singapore!!
i hope i can take leave n follow them T______T
theng
3:34 PM | Thursday, June 11, 2009 | 0 Comment
` another boring day '
school holidays passed 1 week,
n i spent last week staying at home deaming,
plus line got prob,
everyday lied on sofa,
pressing the tv's remote to find any nice channel to watch
tis week is the last week of my school holidays,
n i continue stay at home dreaming,
but its better than last week,
coz i can on9 while dreaming =x
found tis song through Hannah Montana The Movie,
sang by Taylor Swift,
noticed her through her "Love Story",
summore her name "Swift" is the dream car i wana buy,
Suzuki Swift!! (continue dreaming)
I never gone with the wind
Just let it flow
Let it take me where it wants to go
Till you open the door there's so much more
I never seen it before
I was tryin' to fly
But I couldn't find wings
But you came along and you changed everything
You lift my feet off the ground you spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'm falling
And I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier
I watched from a distance as you made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue
And I wanted to know how that would feel
And you made it so real
You showed me something that I couldn't see
You opened my eyes and you made me believe
You lift my feet off the ground you spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'm falling
And I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier
Baby you showed me what living is for
I don't want to hide anymore orrrreee
You lift my feet off the ground you spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'm falling
And I I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier
Crazier craizer
things settled yday,
if i never made a breakthough the situation,
i duno i still hv to stay in such cold situation till when,
it made me few nites cant sleep well,
luckily everything is solved at the end
i truely hope that u wont break ur promise again
my family is going to Singapore tis friday,
n i hv to stay at home alone,
coz stupid school holiday will end on tis week,
n they will be back on next tuesday -_-
i tot i can spent my holiday by travel to any places,
but ended up spent it at home .__.
i wonder will i spent my weekend alone again?? haihs..
crazier crazier~~
crazier crazier crazier!!
i m gonna become crazy soon if continue such boring life .__.
theng
4:17 PM | Wednesday, June 10, 2009 | 0 Comment
` 心情篇 '
又一天过去了
换来的是失望
而这种感觉开始令人厌恶
一个简单的脑袋
装着很多复杂的情绪
慢慢的被情绪淹没
当一个人不开心时，
总是喜欢埋藏在多人的地方，
希望被那种场合与气氛传染，
让自己暂时与悲伤画上一个句号
然而，当人潮离开、回归自我时，
那种讨厌的情绪很快就冲上头来，
无论你怎么抗拒、怎么否认，
它就是不肯离你而去
为什么快乐那么难持久，
悲伤却可以永远跟随你！
最可笑的是有口劝人，
却无法说服自己！
无论用什么办法，它都不肯离开
昨天夜晚被睡神抛弃的我
偶然发觉遗弃许久的情绪突然来访
夜晚难眠，由那失落的感觉陪我渡过
而那突然来访的情绪陪我入眠...
回想起开心的日子，
却令人倍感伤心
theng
1:45 PM | Tuesday, June 9, 2009 | 0 Comment
` capricious '
finally can on9,
stupid modem spoilt for 1 week -.-
i think it kena strike by lightning
wasted RM230 to buy 1 new modem,
super pok now, i wonder when my salary release??!!
lately, my brain gone blank,
tis song came into my mind,
i remember i love tis song very much,
it reminds me of many thgs..
喜欢听歌 感人的歌
它让我觉得 爱是对的
睡不着 我就醒着
不再让日子被打乱了
寂寞很吵 我很安静
情绪很多 我很镇静
因为投入 所以放弃
不愿再被痛醒
固执算不算任性的要求
付出也可能看不到结果
终于你还是选择了放手
用逃避 让感情犯错
喜欢唱歌 动人的歌
它让我获得一点心得
得不到 我就放掉
不去碰触到我的需要
寂寞很吵 我很安静
情绪很多 我很镇静
因为投入 所以放弃
不愿再被痛醒
承诺算不算任性的要求
人总是不能太容易感动
当爱失去自我失去包容
只想要 从混乱解脱
固执算不算任性的要求
付出也可能看不到结果
终于你还是选择了放手
用逃避 让感情犯错
喜欢听歌 动人的歌
它让我觉得 爱是对的
am i too self-willed?
or the person too easy going?
is it my problem?
or its others' problem?
many question turning round n round,
no ppl able to giv me an answer,
bcoz there aint any person in my mind.
empty mind
with empty soul
theng
11:28 PM | Monday, June 8, 2009 | 0 Comment
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