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【 TakE CarE . ConfusE 】

【 TakE CarE . ConfusE 】

my bro 2day take 1.30pm de bus go sg
he go there study and work
my sis keep ask when i wana go sg
haih.. i really duno when i wan go .__.
hope how wei can study hard n work hard,
coz its very hard 4 my dad to gather those $$ 4 him to sg
ai wei going to hong kong tis sunday,
hope she wont simply buy thg at hong kong,
coz me, my mum n my dad very hard den gather those $$ 4 her to go hong kong =.=
now my bank is 0 liao ._. yes! is ZERO =x
but nvm la, i save in case got any emergency,
hope she wont simply use those $$, if not i sure chop her =x

now, my sis n bro all at sg,
i need to sleep alone at nite T__T
when can i find my path??
2day got a meeting abt the new project,
got new task n got some commission for doing those task..
i duno wana accept the task or not since its not compulsory .__.
coz its smthg like telemarketing like tht,
need call customer to ask them re-purchase or purchase our thg..
but i scare i will lost temper again =x
if really like wad they said "wan den buy, duwan den hang up",
if really tht easy den good lo~
haih!! really fan leh..
i dun like to make decision~~
but the fact is i need to choice wan or duwan!!
i worry they juz say say,
such as hv to pursuade they buy or late payment of commission...
juz like last time, those commission so late den pay to us .___.
aiyo.. so fan neh~~
i really need to consider deeply~~

ஂhow wei n ai wei must take care.. considering in progress~~

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thenqG

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theng

5:59 PM | Wednesday, July 30, 2008 | 0 Comment

FUCK OFF!!

FUCK OFF!!

dun simply say i wad oso duno!!!
dun use those tone tok 2 me,
dun try to throw everythg 2 me!!
i juz do wad ppl asked me to do,
if u wana blame, den go blame tht ppl la!
i dun think u dare lo!! since u r no kuku de guy!!
tok till so loud scare other ppl cant listen,
say la!! say wadever u wana say!! coz i wont care!!
but i definately wont eat tis dead cat de!!
u really piss me off!! never met a fking guy like u!!
dun think tht i m tht easy to bully!!
even i duno wads happening,
but duno ma duno la, wad so big deal?
u can slowly tell me, since i really dunno!!
no need show me those fking eye!!
n dun use tht fking tone tok 2 me!!
i m not under u, u r juz A STAFF!
u got no right to tok 2 me like tht!!
i felt tht i m useless over here!!
i oledi numbness!! duno how 2 work liao!!
wads the reason 4 me keep on staying here??
i wish to leave here!!
i wish u can fuk off !!
really! pls fk off!!
i duwan 2 hv any trouble!! pls leave me alone!!

ok! the result had came out!!
n the result shown tht u simply throw ur sohai temper to me!
make me misunderstand tht i get the wrong info from others!
make me tot i do smthg wrong but the fact is u r the 1 tht wrong!!
pls la!! use ur ass brain to think carefully b4 u blame ppl!
ccb u!! fk off la!! really no kuku de!!
dun ever ask me y i wad oso duno ANYMORE!!
dun ask me those brainless thg!!
the fact is not i wad oso duno,
the fact is u duno den u go n blame ppl duno!!
really wtf lo!! juz fk off n leave me alone!!!
i wont eat ur dead cat!! no kuku!!

ஂdun show me ur fking face i tell u!! FK OFF!!

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theng

11:16 AM | Tuesday, July 29, 2008 | 0 Comment

✖ i r i t a t i n g ✖

✖ i r r i t a t i n g ✖

juz now after wook i took bus back home,
got 1 fking indonesia gal pissed me off!!
ta ma de! behind so many place she duwan stand,
die die wan stand behind me!!
den her stupid pigu keep monash my pigu D:
very angry leh!! i keep squish in front till no space anymore!!
she still stick my pigu!!!! argh!! very dulan!
i HATE UNKNOWN PPL STICK WIT ME!!
especially black black de!! (no offence ok? i m very angry!)

summore the collect money tht malay guy oso!!
pass by ma pass by lo, y wana stick so near?!!
very disgusting!! summore wan use his fromt stick wit me!!
he should use his fromt stick wit tht indonesia gal!!
since tht gal so hiao! stand oso duno how 2 stand still de!!
keep moving here n there, keep use her fking pigu monash my pigu!!!
arghhh!! stupid driver oso, drive so fast 4 wad?
if not i sure move away n stand behind!
n get aways from tht stupid indonesia gal!!!
stupid ass hole indonesia gal!
hate u hate u!! u so irritating!!
ur pigu so big!! alto mine not small, den u should siam la!!
duno y so many place u duwan stand,
wana squish around, more fun izit?
or u really wana monash my pigu?
si bian tai la u!!! arghhhhh!!!!

ok.. i totally released out all my anger~
my pity little pigu T__T

ஂi hate to take bus!!! msia de bus full of brainless ppl!! either driver or passenger!!

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theng

6:35 PM | Monday, July 28, 2008 | 0 Comment

❤ 我就是这样 ❤

❤ 我就是这样 ❤

本人非常喜欢这首歌，
把我的心声都说出来 =)
对！我就是这样，注定和你不一样~

作词：施人诚/陈镇川
作曲：郑楠/杨子朴
编曲：洪敬尧
演唱：刘力扬&Tank

我就是这样天马行空的磁场
或许你还不习惯我在等你变成拍档
我就是这样注定和你不一样
谢谢你欣不欣赏我的风格是限量

摊开的手掌柔软又刚强
(十指纤长指尖藏着一鼓力量)
安静的目光温柔却也狂放
(眼神明亮有好多话想对你讲)
我独特的模样是全新的信仰

我就是这样天马行空的磁场
或许你还不习惯我在等你变成拍档
我就是这样注定和你不一样
谢谢你欣不欣赏我的风格是限量

Rap(Feat.Tank)：
你不会躲在不长不短的裙摆
耍无赖太依赖都不符合你的心态
乖乖早过了时代怪怪才有人青睐
不需要表态让大家慢慢猜
既古代又现代爱HIP HOP也爱李白
是女孩像男孩这次出场注定精彩
我嗅到英雄神采我瞄到美人姿态
多变的节拍接下来该是你跩

诗人的滥觞刻板的印象
(没有文字足以介绍你的出场)
你爱晒太阳我赏我的月亮
(井水河水各自徜徉各的海洋)
想发出一道光让世间不平凡

温柔倔强勇敢都是我
我拥有太多不同基因
安静吵闹沉默都是我
分钟不同的颜色

ஂ我就是这样！不爽我的人，对不起咯 =)

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thenqG

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theng

8:05 PM | Sunday, July 27, 2008 | 0 Comment

【惊喜】

【惊喜】

今天算是充满了惊喜的一天～
我被一个臭笨蛋骗 -.-
那个笨蛋就是颍婉 aka fish ball / fish bo bo！！
既然骗我说她还在澳洲，
原来回来马来西亚两个礼拜了！！
两个礼拜后才找我 T__T
那么就没回来，可能她很忙吧？
我早上做工的时候有跟她在msn谈天，
我以为她还在澳洲的 -.-
她昨天还问我应该留在澳洲还是回来马来西亚，
臭人！骗我！还讲她那边天气零下多少度 =.=

她还叫我放工回家不要睡觉，
一定要等她的电话，她说她一定会打给我 .__.
结果她真的打电话给我 o.O （其实我忘了她要打给我）
还问我想念她吗，还说她一小时后上机，什么一分钟后就到 -__-
我觉得她在骗我所以没理她...
那里知道她在几分钟又打给我，
她说她忘了告诉我开门给她进来 =_____________=llllll
我以为她在骗我，怎知道她真的在我的门口！！
怪不得她打电话到我家而不是我的手机 -.-
她整个下午在我家陪我看电视节目，
晚上一起去走夜市，买了很多很多东西回来，
吃到非常饱，撑到整个肚子非常大 =x

我们一面吃东西一面看电视节目，
今晚是Astro新秀大赛总决赛，
虽然没有新光帮的选手那么厉害，
可是真的很紧张，因为我蛮看好几个选手的...
很遗憾的，比赛的结果出乎我意料之外 =/
可是也没有特别大的感受，
因为我只是想知道Debbie有没有拿冠军，
结果是没有的，可是我觉得她的实力蛮厉害的，
连台湾来的评判都选Debbie为明日之星，
可是马来西亚的评判都选婉倩（不会写她的名） =x
虽然她的实力也蛮好，可是我比较喜欢Debbie =x
既然结果如此也不能争辩什么，
希望他们去香港比赛能够加油 =)

fish bo bo 刚刚回家了，
虽然有点气她回来那么久才找我，
至少她有心，还记得我这个朋友..
我真的感到很庆幸有这些关心我的朋友，
在大肥羊不在我身边时，
幸好有这些朋友在我身边陪伴我 =)
谢谢你们，我没什么能回报，
唯有送上我的香吻给你们 x33

ஂ人世间充满了惊喜，希望我能够负荷得了 =x

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thenqG

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theng

11:24 PM | Saturday, July 26, 2008 | 0 Comment

耳不闻为静！

耳不闻为静！

我希望你不要扭曲我的意思，
也希望你别误解我的词语！
若你真的误解或不明白的话，
我请你直接问我，我肯定会答你的！
而不是误解了去告诉别人另一个你认为是我的意思！

我自认我的脾气和性格都不好，
可是也不至于是那种无端端发脾气的人吧？
我希望你弄清楚，我生气的人是他而不是你！
我并没有说过我不愿意帮忙你！
我没想到我在你心目中是个这样的人...
我不知道到底是你误会我的意思，
还是别人误会了你的意思，
又或者是我不明白你的意思...
我觉得很烦，我不想再去理那么多了！
所以我选择当作听不到（希望我真的做得到）

我真的希望你不会是那种在我面前说一套，
而在别人的面前又说另一套的人！
这次我不跟你计较是因为我当你是朋友...
我真的非常希望你不是那种人！！
我希望你不要破坏我对你的影响，
我也请你不要让我失望！

至于另一个你！
你有种就在我面前说给我听！
不要在别人面前放话！！
我是很得空啊！怎样？你吹咩？？
我是有做了一些不该做的东西，怎样？
你有什么不满就直接告诉我啦！
不要做狗，只敢在人家后面放话！
我最看不起你这种男人！
做男人做到你这么懦弱，
我替你感到非常的悲哀！
所以我选择耳不闻为静！！
你知道为什么吗？
因为你连让我生气的资格都没有！！！

最近不知怎么的，火气非常大！
可能我真的对这里非常的失望了...
我知道我有做错的地方，
那只是因为我真的很得空！
公司也有其他人这样做，为什么你不去说他们？
更何况我又不是你的下属，你没有权利管我！
我就是讨厌你的态度，你说话的方式，还有你的工作方式！
你的工作方式不关我的事，你要做自己去做饱它！
不要扯到我这边就可以了！！
我也请你不要再干涉我的东西！！

ஂ我希望我真的能耳不闻而静！！不要再烦我了！！！

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thenqG

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theng

5:59 PM | Friday, July 25, 2008 | 0 Comment

✖ 手 ✖

✖ 手 ✖

手在人与人之间的交际扮演着很重要的角色
无论你在哪一个国家，
无论你见到什么人，尤其是生意人
第一件要做的事就是跟对方握手
如果你连这么基本的礼貌都不懂
别人会觉得你很粗俗，没见过世面

人家说，要看一个人虚不虚伪就要看他们的握手方式
如果用两只手握手，一只手握住对方的手掌，另一只手放在对方的手背，代表他是个虚伪的人
如果只用一只手跟对方握手的话，这个人就是很真诚的
（我不知道对不对的，看戏学来的 =x ）

好了，我好像有点离题了 =x
说完握手的方式后应该进回正题
因为我才是这个部落个的主角嘛
我觉得我本身就是那个不会和人家握手的人
我通常不会自动跟人家握手的
我不是没有礼貌，我不是粗俗
原因是因为我的手掌常常会有手汗 =/
所以我会不好意思跟人家握手

很多人问我为什么不好意思呢？
因为我看太多人跟我握手后，很尴尬的样子
他们的反应通常都是把手抹去他们的衣服（当时我是有手汗的）
我的手汗是24小时都有的，
无论天气多么冷，我的手汗还是会流不停
人家说有手汗代表身体不好，
我不知道是不是真的

昨天，我和我的同事放工后一起走去LRT
我的手不小心弄到她的手
我吓到，她也很大反应
一直说：“为什么这么湿？为什么会这样？很恶心啊！！”
我知道她是无意的，可是我有点失落
我只是假装冷静的说：“这是天生的，我也没办法”

我的手汗真的带给我很多困扰（一年365天，一天24小时都回有汗）
如果熟系我的朋友弄到我的手的话，
他们会假装没弄到我的手，默默地用衣服抹干他们的手
我真的很不好意思，可是我真的不想这样的

有时和大肥羊一起出去，
他想拖我的手，可是他摸到我的手有汗时
他也会问我“做么这么湿的？”
我就会很不耐烦地说“我哪里懂啊？你嘛不要拖咯”
他选择不拖我的手，改拖我的手腕 -.- （看起来很奇怪）
我知道他很讨厌人家手湿湿弄他，
我曾经不知死活的去挑战他的极限
我洗了手去弄他，结果被臭骂一顿 =x （真的是自作自受）

唉，手汗这个问题不知怎么解决
唯一的办法就是尽量避免或少跟别人握手
所以，如果我没跟你们握手并不代表我不喜欢你们
而是我介意我的手汗或弄湿你们的手
请你们谅解我的苦衷 =)

ஂ手汗啊手汗，你何时才会离开我？ T__T

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theng

10:48 AM | | 0 Comment

❤ DuRiaN ❤

❤ 榴连 ❤

看到我的标题就知道我要写关于榴连的东西
对！没错！真聪明 ^^
在这个榴连季节里，家家户户都吃着榴连的当而
我也要来凑个热闹，写一个榴连部落格
要写关于榴连的东西当然要有吃榴连的经验
没错！我也是那些吃着榴连的其中一家人
就知道你们不相信我，我有那么不值得信任吗？（很悲哀T_T）
但是我不怕！因为我有证据！！ *奸笑*

请看以下的图片：

知道是什么吗？
对啦！就是榴连！！！
证明我是个诚实的小女生 ^^v

事情的经过是这样的～
刚才放工回到家，
一开家门就闻到榴连的味道（我的鼻子可是很厉害的）
我就对我妈奸笑，问她是不是有榴连？
她说她还没叫我，我就嗅到了
我不多说，开始品尝我的榴连
那张图片是我吃到爽了才拍的
所以大多数都是榴连的空壳
哈哈！真是不好意识 =x
（其实我才吃一粒，其他的被我妈和弟吃完了）
你们猜猜看有多少粒榴连？
哈哈，我问爽的 =x （不要打/骂我 T_T）
我妈说她买5粒才RM15，便宜吧？
榴连真的跌价了？管它跌不跌价，我有的吃就ok了 =x

看到那个榴连的果肉吗？
我就是喜欢吃这种中等的榴连果肉，
吃起来不会很多肉还带点甜甜的味道
可是我爸常常买那种很大粒的，然后还要非常苦
榴连的果肉多到只吃一粒就很涨很饱 =/
我知道很多人会说我不会吃榴连，
因为榴连是要越苦越好吃的
很抱歉，我真的不会欣赏 =p
总之吃得开心就好了.. 啦啦啦～

真是贪吃的后果，
现在喉咙有点痛
可是我很开心，
因为可能有机会生病
我就可以拿病假在家休息 =x
哇哈哈哈哈哈！！！

ஂ榴连好好吃哦～～幸福 =)

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theng

5:49 PM | Wednesday, July 23, 2008 | 0 Comment

【往好方面想】

【往好方面想】

最近常常听到人家告诉我这句话：-
' 往好方面想 ' ...

每当我很沮丧的时候，
大肥羊常常讲这句话给我听，叫我别想太多
那天，跟碧燕谈到我的未来和工作，
她也是叫我别想太多，要往好那边想而且要勇于尝试
昨晚，我妈也是说我常常想些坏的东西
她也是叫我想些好的东西也比较容易如愿以偿

不止他们，认识我的人都常常这样说我
好啦，我承认我是有那么一点的悲观，
我懂常往往坏的方面想也常把问题想的太复杂
我真的不想这样的，我也不想往坏那方面去想些有的没的
可是我真的很难控制我自己不去想

既然那么多人给我的意见都是一致的
所以我想我会尽量改掉我的坏习惯，
尽量往好的方面去想，不要想那些不好的
但愿我能够做到，也希望我可以如愿以偿

ஂ正在进修当中 =) 加油！

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theng

1:50 PM | | 0 Comment

camp fire song SONG

camp fire song SONG

last friday i attended SP (Service Provider) training's meeting
some ppl suggested to find some songs for our training
becoz b4 (yr 2006), the training held at Port Dickson
they had camp fire n sing song at the beach at nite

when i heard tis,
the 1st thg appeared in my mind is Spongebob SquarePants!!
got 1 episod Spongebob sang "camp fire song song"
its very cute n funny ^^
btw, i m not childish =x
coz my younger sis love to watch tis cartoon
so i juz shun bian watch only =x ITS TRUE
but Spongebob SquarePants cartoon really very funny,
sometime its abit lame xD

lets watch tis "Camp Fire Song Song" mtv, sing by Spongebob

Spongebob so cute.. c-a-m-p f-i-r-e s-o-n-g song~
Patrick so funny, he tried so hard but he cant catch up at all!!
Squidward cant tahan Spongebob n Patrick..
hahas.. isn't it funny??

tis is another mtv, but its Maple's version, quite interesting

alto i watched tis episod b4,
but when i show to my colleagues,
i will laugh again bcoz Patrick very funny =x
sometime when u r not in mood,
u can try to watch these thgs in YouTube,
it can release ur anger or tension =)
in fact, its really funny ma ^^
right??

ஂSpongebob SquarePants so cute and funny xD

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theng

5:35 PM | Monday, July 21, 2008 | 0 Comment

不安

不安

一个人在一个空荡荡的房子
面对着四面冰冷的墙
客厅充满了电视节目的声音
双眼看着电视播放的电视节目
心却不能专心的欣赏电视节目
不安的感觉在慢慢的侵蚀我的心

就这样，不安就一直蔓延下去
开始进入沉思的状态...
为什么会发那种梦？
到底意味着什么东西？
是预言？是相反？还是纯粹只是个梦？
我希望这纯粹只是个梦
回想起Simpson说的东西，好象很相识
唉，我不想再想了！！

无奈的是不安的心情还在蔓延
可望得到某种温暖的依靠
希望有个人来安慰我，对我说这只是个梦
遗憾的是我的期待变成空
可怜的是他永远都是那么的笨
所以就算再怎么无奈也没有用
也唯有让自己安慰自己...

这纯粹只是个梦！！！
对！没什么大不了的！！ =)

ஂ“不安”认识我，我却不想认识“不安”

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thenqG

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theng

10:55 PM | Sunday, July 20, 2008 | 0 Comment

怪 . . .

怪 . . .

昨晚发了一个很奇怪的梦
我梦见大肥羊，这是我第二次梦见他

梦里有个很神气的女生（看了很想打她）
她：“你以为他（大肥羊〕昨晚真的很忙吗？”
我：“har？”
她：“其实他骗你的，他昨晚来找我！”
我：“什么？”
她：“我说他昨晚在我那边！还抱着我..."
不知怎么的，大肥羊出现在我们的旁边（发梦嘛，人物通常都神出鬼没）
他好象要跟我解释些什么，可是我不想听
我一看见他，我说：“既然你那么喜欢她，我就成全你们！”
说完了，我就一只箭的向前跑（当时整个心觉得很痛）

我跑进一间好象网吧的地方，躲在柜台后面
晓莉（很久没见的）中学朋友刚好在我旁边
我问她：“有没有看见一个男生？杨志伟？”
她说：“neh！”，她指向我后面
我转过头看见大肥羊在我后面 o.o
然后我就冲出网吧（很奇怪的是我进去时没有脱鞋，可是出去时要穿鞋）

就因为穿鞋穿久了，让他追上我
他从后面抱住我，不让我跑
然后一直解释说他不是故意的
他一直说那是个意外，他也不想那样的
我骂他：“根本就不是意外！你可以推开她的！不要再找借口！！”
他一直要我原谅他，他说他不会再犯错了
然后他想亲我，结果被我打了一把（很过瘾 =x 现实生活的我应该不敢打人吧？）
我叫他不要用那个抱过其他女人的手和嘴来碰我！！
说完后就推开他的手，向前冲去
当时真的很伤心，眼泪一直流

然后我就起身了，我的心还是很痛
刚才那个梦仿佛是真的一样
我去洗衣服，然后又继续睡
我的脑海里一直浮现那个梦的画面
我不知道这个梦有什么含义
怎么最近常常发一些奇奇怪怪的梦 -.-

ஂ恶梦、怪梦请离我远去 .__.

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thenqG

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theng

3:51 PM | | 0 Comment

【好久不见】

【好久不见】

我放工后回家休息，4点去Leisure Mall见淑仪和樱紫
自从中学毕业后就没有见过他们了
看起来他们都过得很好
樱紫虽然看起来瘦了很多
淑仪看起来很幸福，听说明年要结婚了
可是坤成的女生还是有样看的
我们依然那么的38，一讲就讲不停
可是我们也没谈很久，因为她们两个都约了人
一个约人家去看电影，另一个要回家陪老公
虽然只是短短的聚会，可是我们还有下一次的聚会 =)

我晚上一个人在家，
因为我爸妈和姐去了槟城
我弟又和朋友出去打球
所以碧燕留下来陪我，她真的很有义气
我们一起在家看戏，去pasar malam，一起睡觉
真的很谢谢她的陪伴
如果没有她，我应该会很怕
不知怎么的，我不喜欢一个人在家
感觉怪怪的，一直会胡思乱想 =x

ஂ好怀念中学时期的我们

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thenqG

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theng

10:16 PM | Saturday, July 19, 2008 | 0 Comment

【 LazY 】

【 LazY 】

i found tht i getting more and more lazy to work!!
duno y leh?
i noe its time to change a better job
but no matter wad, i cant leave now
coz i oledi paid $$ for the company trip
now, i m abit regret for going the stupid trip -.-
but since i oledi paid the $$ n not refundable, so hv 2 tahan till september!
TWO MORE MONTHS leh T___T

yday had a bad dream, consider night mare?
duno y, i dreamt 1 of my colleague ( i dun like her de )
i dun really remember the details
i juz remembered duno wad circumstances, i let her ex bf stay my hse (juz a dream)
she was very mad abt it, she ignore her mum while her mum scolding her
she ran to my hse keep rang my door bell
i opened the door, she push the door strongly
i unable to stopped her from coming into my hse
i tried to shout, but my voice like stucked
no matter how hard i shout, still no voice come out
she keep pushing me n wana come into my hse
i m so scare n so nervous tht time, coz nobody can help me

SUDDENLY....
dafeeiyanqg sms me, its abt 3am
the sms tone is "beep beep" 2 sounds, oso can woke me
my 1st reaction is call dafeiiyanqg n told him i had a bad dream -.-
we only tok a while jiu hung up coz both of us oso very tired
dafeiiyanqg worked whole day very tired n i 2ml need wake up early go work

duno y nowadays keep on hv bad dream -.-
make me so tired in the next day
everyday brought a pair of panda eyes
everyday will headache, i think its bcoz i not enough sleep
i hope bad dream leave me alone .__.

ஂTAHAN TAHAN TAHAN!! bad dream pls go away .__.

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theng

9:42 AM | | 0 Comment

【 MapLe DiaRy 】

【 MapLe DiaRy 】

xiao niao asked me dun write sad sad de blog
so i write some happy de
i decided to update my maple private server photos
hehes.. i m not maple siao =x
maple can let me relax n 4got all those unhappy thgs
okok.. less word more photos~

Jason,WANTED!! ken ken kena THUNDER!! sure very pain .__.

Every passes through MUST LEAVE behind the trace

ken ken showing HIS "muscle" while my bro ACT PUNK -.- [ who most ugly?? ]

2 GM killing each other -.-

OMG!! Jason made "ah pek event" [ can c me?? ]

ii WISH to hv an ANGEL beside me [ where is my angel?? ]

CHOU CHU!! cant stop calling me zhu de hor? -.-

ii am only tis height??

tis is HIS MOST SHUAI look -.- [ do u think so?? i think HE look like chao pei de AH PEK ]

xiao yu yu so lag, his chair stick wit his pigu o.O

MuSic SAVE my s0uL~~

these few days tis private server macam got some prob
keep on lag out den rollbak
always gonna lvl 200 jiu lag out
login tht time rollback -.- cant reborn T_T
i lazy train liao, macam doing the same thg all the time but cant lvl up
wait till its more stable den go ply =x

ஂMaple fun, Maple hao, Maple zhan =x

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thenqG

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theng

8:18 PM | Friday, July 18, 2008 | 0 Comment

【Bel0nG?? 】

【Bel0nG?? 】

Where should ii belong to?
Right now, I m like a ball
Give ppl kick here and there
Let ppl throw here and there
Its so obvious that all ppl knew YOUR plan
But seriously, ITS SUCK lo!!
Pls la, keep skin la
*shaking head*

I really no eyes c!
Here, 1 word to describe
SUCK!

Frankly speaking,
I TOTALLY dun hv high expectation to YOUR plan
Super fed up and despair
YOU slowly continue YOUR so call “Champion Team”
I HOPE that YOU will success!!!
Hahas.. mb YOU will
But duno when will success

ஂii will find my future soon =)

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theng

10:22 AM | | 0 Comment

❤ YoU are MY AnGeL ❤

❤ YoU are MY AnGeL ❤

Song: You Are My Angel

Once upon a time
an angel in the sky
made comfort every night

Once upon a time
the angel loved me so
it's a miracle in the snow
my heart won't be cold

My dear you are my angel
tell me what you know
something should be told

My dear you are my angel
tell me where you go
I will breathe behind your love

Once upon a time
MY ANGEL give me life

ii listened "Cry on My Soulder" till bored
so ii think its time to change a new song =)
tis time ii changed another english song
alto i seldom listen english song but tis song very nice!
ii fall in love with tis song when ii 1st time heard it
ii heard it when ii was watching 《法政先锋II》*so lam neh*
the lyrics are so meaningful, it reminds me of dafeiiyanqg
but he is not angel, he is black sheep =x hahas

ஂenjoy ya =) tis song so romantic~

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thenG

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theng

10:40 AM | Thursday, July 17, 2008 | 0 Comment

★ TaGgeD By AgNeS xiao niao ★

★ TaGgeD By AgNeS xia0 nia0 ★

LAYER 1: THE OUTSIDE

Name: Kee Ai Theng [ Kawazoe Kumiko ]
D.O.B.: 15-05-1985 ( very old leh T_T )
Current status: Not very happy, Not very sad - Normal mood
Eye-colour: Black gua? ii not sure ( ii wana hv blue eye-colour =x )
Hair-colour: Black ( ii wish to hv blue color but it will be very ugly ba? since my face so... )

LAYER 2: THE INSIDE

My Heritage: Wad izit? ii duno? =x
My Weaknesses: Impatient, Sensitive, Bad temper, Emotional, Day dreaming ( too many!! )
My perfect pizza: Hawaiian Chicken? Island Supreme? ( omg!! many!! )

LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW...

My Thoughts First Waking Up: Yesterday - Bored! need work, Today - WTF! got meeting
My Bedtime: Not sure, between 10pm-2am
My Most Missed Memory: 14/5/08, Dafeiiyanqg n Pik Yean gave me a surprised bday party

LAYER 4: MY PICK

Pepsi or Coke: ii prefer Sarsi or Sprite
McDonald's or Burger King: ii prefer KFC
Single or Group Dates: Group dates coz ii unwilling to be alone
Adidas or Nike: Both oso ok? ( ii got no extra $$ to buy these thgs )
Tea or Nestea: Wads the diff?? ii prefer Teh Ais =x
Chocolate or Vanilla: ii prefer Mint, if must choose either 1 den ii'll choose Vanila
Cappuccino or Coffee: ii prefer Mocha

LAYER 5: DO YOU...

Smoke: ii HATE smoker ( dun smoke in front me jiu ok le )
Curse: Its bad 4 cursing ppl but ii always do so when ppl made me mad
Take Showers: Will u belif if ii say no? =.=
Have a Crush: Piggy? No crush wit a specific thg or human
Think You've Been In Love: ii think so?
Go To School: Nope anymore, ii miss my sch life ( working life sux especially work in a sux co )
Want To Get Married: Ya! Marry a RICH MAN! Haha! ( wish to but duwan so early marry )
Believe In Yourself: Not really, ii dun think i m good enough
Think You're A Health Freak: ii dun think so o.o ( if not ii will slim )

LAYER 6: IN THE PAST, HAVE YOU...

Drunk Alcohol: Ya! on year 2000 ( ii will remember it forever!! so fish leh ._. )
Gone To The Mall: Now wad century? Who never went to the mall? *ding*
Been Onstage: Yupp, ii always got performance when ii was in Kindergarden
Eaten Sushi: Yess, But its quite expensive ( love kanimayo, yummy~ )
Dyed Your Hair: Yupp, last colour ii'd dyed is red ( secondary always dye brown color.. hahas )

LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER...

Played A Stripping Game: Duno wad lai de =x
Changed Who You Were To Fit In: Not sure ( ii wish to change but its very hard ._. )

LAYER 8: AGE YOU'RE HOPING...

To Get Married: Yes, but not now since dafeiiyanqg still no hse no car =x ( ii dun belif in happily every after, ii think guys will change as time pass, so... depends lo )

LAYER 9: IN A GUY, WHAT ARE YOUR PREFERENCES?

Best Eye Colour: Blue? ii love blue color =x ( i think only comic de guys hv such eyes )
Best Hair Colour: ii prefer Black, Blue color is the best =x if possible ( ii day dreaming again )
Short Hair or Long Hair: Short or Long is nvm, as long as tidy jiu ok le =)

LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING...

A Minute Ago: Replying tis tag lo -.- SUPER LONG!
An Hour Ago: Play maple private server, Replied turtle's sms, Answered dafeiiyanqg's call
4.5 Hours Ago: Working n attended a boring meeting @.@
A Month Ago: Whole day? Too many leh! -.- ii dun really remember
A Year Ago: ii m too old to remember those thgs .___.

LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCES...

I love: My family, My friends, Dafeiiyanqg, Money $_$ !!
I feel: Numbness, Happy, Sad, Moody, Tired
I hate: Liar, Betrayer, Smoker, Bian tai, Ham sap lou
I hide: Whenever ii m lost, hurt or scare
I miss: My childhood n My friends
I need: To become Fearless! More MONEY!! More LOVE T.T

LAYER 12: TAG PEOPLE

LiLi AiAi, XiaoQing Dear, Xiao Xin Xin, Pek Hiong, Angie, Jenny, Kang Jie, Baby Nu Er

at last ii finished tis tag =x
ii squished my brain to think those ans -.-
bcoz ii lazy to choose either 1

ஂXIAO NIAO~~ thanks ya ^^

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thenG

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theng

7:36 PM | Wednesday, July 16, 2008 | 0 Comment

ii HATE HIM

ii HATE HIM

HIM, who is him???
an absolute monarchy man
great man's doctrine
unable to accept others opinion
love to waste ppl's time
always meeting but without any solution
being og two minds or even more than two
cant make decision effectively
constantly break one's word

ya! tis is HIM, his characteristics
he got his bright side,
but i saw his dark side more than bright side
mb its bcoz i HATE HIM
i dun understand how others can tahan HIM so long
i cant tahan HIM anymore!!
haihs.. is time to think deeply abt my future

ஂHATE here, especially HIM

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thenG

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theng

3:40 PM | | 0 Comment

❤ TaGs ❤

❤ TaGs ❤

Ratias`
loz loz, dun be sad bcoz of other ppl's preception
alto i always sad bcoz of it but i hope ppl around me dun same like me
no matter how sad we r, life still goes on
i think tht no ppl will understand how i feel
they will only think tht i m small gas or i 2 sensitive
but they never think deeply, never stand on my side n think 4 me
even chee oso think its not a big deal, he said if is him, he will ignore it
but i really cant control myself not 2 angry
so i can understand how u feel
but we wan to sad bcoz of them since they never stand on our side n think 4 us?
loz loz, dun sad bcoz of him since he dun appreciate u
i belief ur mr. right is waiting 4 u
sometime no guys wont die, tis is the thg tht i always remind myself
loz loz, now is the passing period, after tht u will be ok =)
remember, 别为了过去而哭泣，要为了回忆而开心
time can cure everythg ^^ i will always support u =)

lili3n
lili aiai, thanks ya
i wont think of it anymore
i will try my best not to let them like tht called me again =)
i always think of aiai de x3 aiai

agnes
xiao niao, dun worry
i m fine now
no matter wad he is my fren,
make till like tht i oso feel guilty
but i chose to be selfish so tht i wont get hurt again
thanks 4 caring =) muacks~~

thanks u all~
i l0ve u all so so much!!
giv u all my heart ❤™
got trademark de, dun simply giv ppl!!
MUACKSSS~~ (︶ε︶)

ஂii am glad to hv so many caring frens =)

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thenG

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theng

10:28 PM | Monday, July 14, 2008 | 0 Comment

BaD DReaM

BaD DReaM

2day weather keep on changing
suddenly rain, suddenly sunny day
same like my mood, oso changing like weather
afternoon raining tht time i suddenly felt so sleepy
yday 2 late slept, 2day so early woke
alto i took leave but i need wake early to go KWSP settle my EPF thg

i had a bad dream tis afternoon
i macam in a zoo (dun remember where izit)
got many crocodiles, like a crocodile performance like tht
later duno y suddenly all visitors went down (i m 1 of the visitor)
den the land like moving down o.o
those crocodiles r beside us (abit scary)
SUDDENLY!! my hp rang -.-
got ppl called n ask me abt my job de thg (she saved me!!)
alto its like nth like tht, but tht situation macam very frightening

i duno y i suddenly got such dream
when i woke up, 1st thg call dafeiiyanqg (duno y will call him)
i knew he working but 1st reaction is call him
he really working tht time =x
chat wit him a while jiu hung up (really very short, not more than 1 min)

long time din hv such dream liao
i think i really need to relax myself
duno y always dream of those creepy or scary dream .__.
y dun let me dream of some sweet n happy dream
such as dating wit shuai ge or marry a rich man =x
hahas.. ok la, i duwan day dreaming liao

ஂbad dream go away! shoo shoo .__.

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thenG

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theng

10:10 PM | | 0 Comment

YouTube

YouTube

i found tht YouTube bring many happiness to me
afternoon watched the YouTube laugh till stomachache
now i m so down, YouTube brought laughter to me

i noe i shouldn't spoilt my mood bcoz of those words
but y must YOU said tht 3 words?
i tot YOU PROMISED YOU wont said it anymore?
YOU get YOUR happiness by hurting someone
congratulation, YOU had successful
mb YOU din mean it, but it REALLY HURT

reached home after watched Hancock wit pik yean
laugh happily in cinema, n my happy mood spoilt coz of YOU
ya!! coz of tht 3 words tht YOU think its not a big deal
but i really mind other ppl like tht call me
i belif some ppl will say me small gas, or wadever thg
go ahead n say it, i dun care
the fact is I REALLY MIND ppl call me da fei zhu!!

my tiny little wish.. i juz wish to spend everyday happily
y i found tht its so difficult?
y YOU cant let me pass my day happily?
there r many jokes, i dun mind YOU call me botak
but y must call me da fei zhu?

i think of quit tht maple private server
but i wana play tht private server since Jason so nice
the only way tht make me feel happy everyday without making myself sad
is to quit the guild n delete YOU from my buddy list
i small gas? y dun YOU think wad had YOU done?
YOU r the 1 tht said YOU WONT like tht call me anymore
n YOU r the 1 that broke the promise
so... in order to get my happiness, i chose to be selfish

YouTube made me laugh
YouTube brought happiness to me
YouTube let me 4got my anger
i m fine, i really hope i wont mad anymore!!

۰• i belief happiness is there for me =)

ஂtheng

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10:59 PM | Sunday, July 13, 2008 | 0 Comment

哭笑不得

哭笑不得

你尝试过很想笑可是却笑不出声音吗？
你尝试过不想哭可是眼泪却自己留下来吗？
曾经很好奇何谓哭笑不得，
今天的我终于尝试到哭笑不得的真正意义！
我不懂要怎么说出来....

看看以下的片子，你应该可以感受到我所感受到的东西
你应该可以了解什么是哭笑不得了

看完了？感受到了吗？

哇哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！！！
这是当我看完小S的拐到脚表演的第一个反应
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
这是我看到小猪自己在那边笑个不停的反应
笑到最后眼泪飙出来，肚子痛到说不出话
真的是所谓的哭笑不得！！！
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈~~

好怀念这种疯狂的笑
应该在我读书时期才能这么疯狂
现在偶尔也会有的，不过比较约束
可是没有读书时期那么放肆的笑
如果在大肥羊面前笑到这样，
他会问我是不是吃错药，没有必要那么夸张 =.=
又说什么女孩子要斯文一点 .__.
读女中出来的女生会斯文到那里喔？
不过有哪一个男友不希望自己的女友斯文点，温柔点
可是我很难做到 -.- 嘿嘿，原谅我的不温柔
偶尔放肆的笑可以让人家保持年轻 =)

۰• 每天保持笑容，可以确保青春美丽 xD

ஂ廷

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1:48 PM | | 0 Comment

r a n d 0 m

r a n d 0 m . b l i s s f u l

juz randomly update latest news =)

yday agogo came office find lao shi
den shun bian eat lunch wit us
she waited till 4.30pm coz wana fetch siew chin back home
duno y, yday whole morning no mood
mb coz the day b4 argue wit chu ba??
but its not a big deal actually, i duno y no mood
or mb i no mood come work =x
hv 2 thanks 2 my beloved 38 colleagues - cherry, chin, rou & agogo
during lunch time, they keep tok make my mood become better ^^

finished work we went to Midah de Tesco yam cha
abt 5.30pm back home coz they got other thgs 2 do
agogo so nice, she fetch me back home (she said its her responsibility ._.)
love her so much =x so paiseh ma fan her

at nite, no mood go maple, so i watch drama [法政先锋II]
watched till sien den go maple a while
tht shit chu 4got tht we argued the day b4 (still asked me "we got argue meh?" *pengsan*)
but nvm la, guys r easy 2 4got, since 4got den let it be ba =)
he actually very nice de, got goos thg sure share wit me,
he only mouth bad n hand itchy, he 1 day no boom me he wont happy de .__. *pai mia*
he now called me botak *pengsan*
but i dun mind, at least i m not botak!! hahas
yday killed horntail but din drop necklace,
duno got ss dao ma? next time upload if got photo

yday played till 2am den sleep
2day super tired!! so lazy go work
but since work half day so nvm =)
2day morning, daddy asked me abt sg tht exam
i act like i din heard it, i changed topic to next week go kwsp check the epf de thg
he suddenly sayang my head asked me how is the sg thg, make me so shocked O.O
coz i not used 2 be so close wit him, so i move my head away (sounds bad, abit regret)
he seems like very support me no matter wad decision i made
( tht time very sleepy, i 4got wad he said liao =x )
i very touched, but i tahan my tears alto not much tears la =x (wont so easy cry de)

i suddenly realized,
nowadays i keep on putting myself in a bad mood condition
i had 4got i got a caring family, lovely frens and beloved dafeiiyanqg
so i decided, i wana try my best to spend everyday happily
thanks 4 ur concerning, i really appreciate it =)
ii love all my friends (sorry, made u all worry me, but i m fine, dun worry ^^ )
ii love my family, i knew i m very sensitive, my attitude sux *sorry*
( i hate my ego, coz i wont say it to my family ._. i only dare write here, they cant c it =x )
ii love dafeiiyanqg too *shy* ( he is my angel, he always supporting me no matter wad ^^ )

۰• ii wana spend everyday happily n blissfully =)

ஂtheng

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theng

9:28 AM | Saturday, July 12, 2008 | 0 Comment

我的名字！！

我的名字！！

我的名字是艾廷！
请你们看清，认清！！
不要再叫我肥猪或肥婆！
我也有妈妈生的，我也有感受的
是！你要讲我小气是你的事
总之就是不要再叫我肥猪或肥婆了！！！

你们有没有想过肥的人的感受？
我也不想我自己是这个样子
我已经在努力的减肥了
可是就是控制不到不去吃
我能怎样？肥人得罪你们啊？！！

大肥羊说我何必太在意，人家只是开玩笑
玩笑可以开，但是伤到人家的自尊也算玩笑？
那么很对不起，我心胸很窄，没有你们那么大方！
这样可以了吧？那么你们可以放过我了吧？

还说什么朋友？当初是你自己叫我叫你chu的
现在你在那边大小声什么？
什么发你脾气？你是那个每天弄我生气的人
什么是朋友？你明白朋友的意义吗？
是朋友就不会拿人家的体重来开玩笑！！
你又不肥，你怎会懂那种感受？？

我很抱歉，我就是那么在意人家说我的体重！
如果你不能忍受，我也没有办法
我就是这样，不能接受就是不能接受
大肥羊昨晚说我的性格太直接
又说我太多约束，这个不礼貌，那个不尊敬
可能会得罪人多，称呼人少
（我知道他不是那个意思，可是这句话到现在还一直浮现在我脑海里，洗不了）
我不想变成那样，可是我就是接受不到！！
为什么我做什么都好像不对的？！你们要我怎样？！！！
我很想隐居起来，那么就不用管那么多！

我已经麻木了，你们爱叫什么就叫什么
反正不是我的名，我不会理会你们
要说我串，说我吊？随你便！
这个世界上，只有大肥羊可以叫我大肥猪
因为只有他让我觉得他不是在嘲笑我

打机应该是个让人放松心情的地方
大肥羊说我每次不高兴都是因为打机的东西
谁叫他们每天都叫我肥猪？！！
如果这么不开心，我情愿不要玩
看戏还好过打机，既然我打到有点闲了
追我的《法政先锋II》更好 =)

۰• 心情超级差，请离我远远，谢谢

ஂ廷

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theng

10:50 AM | Friday, July 11, 2008 | 0 Comment

【乱乱乱】

【乱！乱！乱！】

昨天看了的xiao niao的部落格
发现她写的话题很特别，也是最近很轰动的课题
让我和loz loz 在xiao niao的tag board留了不少意见

** 以下纯粹是本人的意见，并没有针对什么人或什么事
** 别太认真也别放在心上，看一看、聊一聊后就算了 ^^

最近我们的政治课题满城飞
种种的问题弄得人心惶惶
从大选还没开始就有很多问题出现
到大选结束后，问题更加变本加厉
先是手机的无聊传言和谣言的信息
之后就是不同党与不同党的明争暗斗
尤其是我们“勤劳”的政府们（不用说那么明白吧？就那两个非常出名的咯）
都不明白他们在争些什么？？争来争去还不是同一个国家？？
他们这样幼稚的举动只会让人民更加不满我们的政府（我觉得我的选择是对的）
而至于本人，他们给我的感觉就是他们输不起，幼稚！
唉，与其在那边明争暗斗，争个死去活来的，
倒不如想想看有什么办法解决我们目前面对的问题吧！

再来的就是油价不断的上涨（都是美国惹的祸）
最好笑的是一个出产油的国家竟然要起油价？！！
那么我国的油去了哪里？拿去煮饭炒菜了啊？？
其实不是起价，只是少了一些津贴罢了
问题是油价上涨，人民的工钱却没有跟着上涨！！
这样的问题再不解决的话，后果可能会不堪设想
我们的政府往往都是要等到有人站出来抗议，
他们才觉得是个问题，才会开会或想办法来解决
那么请问一下，我们要政府来做什么？
既然问题可以用另一个办法来解决，为何当初不用呢？
为何要等到人民抗议或发生严重事件才作出调整呢？
政府不是应该站在人民的立场替人民想想？？
可是可笑的是，这里的政府好像为自己想多过为人民想

这里真是一波未平，一波又起
最近又发生几年前的“屁股事件”（哈哈！你明我明吧？）
然后还有我们厉害的垃圾搞出来的事件（看报纸吧？虽然我很少看 =x）
垃圾事件我不是很清楚，因为我那时没什么看报 =x
我比较有兴趣于屁股事件咧（我不是变态，只是想知道进展）
人人都说是他自己编出来的故事，要平反什么的
虽然当年那只万能的马目前已经置身事外在草原吃草了
可是我觉得当年的事件并没有我们想得那么简单
是的，那只老马的却把我们国家的名声提高
可是我不觉得他是那种单纯只希望国泰民安的人，
我觉得幕后有些不得告人的事是我们这些外人不知道的
再怎么说这是本人的意见，没有要搞什么政治问题

本人认为我们离迈向先进国还有很远很远很远很远的路程（很多很远）
有些人会问我为何那么看不好自己的国家？
不是我要看不好，是已经灰心了，不要有期望了
就拿屁股事件来说，连人家美国人都看不下去，何况是自己人？
还好意思说人家干涉政治，人家只是评论罢了，都没干涉什么
连人家的评论都不能接受，还说什么明主的国家？
我看养猪国家就有 =x （应该不会被人打死吧？）
我们应该感到高兴，人家会评论就代表人家关注
我们更应该努力去追查整件事的来龙去脉，找出真相让人家刮目相看
可是这些事件关系到大人物，悲哀的是在这里大人物就大完的，
在这里，*法律面前人人平等*这一句话根本是多余的（这是无可否认的事实！）

唉，越写越对这里失望咧！
本人很少看报纸的，也对政治没兴趣
可是我觉得政治真的就像人家说的那么黑暗！！
不知几时这里的钱会被贬值到没有价值？
然后我们变成好像非洲那样？吃不饱，穿不好
单单想都觉得恐怖，如果是真的话该怎么办？
还是别想了，目前努力赚钱最重要 =x

我只是写出来发表一下心声，谁看了不喜欢可以不要看 =x

۰• 希望明天会更好，至于这里... 无言了

ஂ廷

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theng

11:33 AM | Wednesday, July 9, 2008 | 0 Comment

❤ To aLL My BeLoVeD FriEnDs ❤

❤ To aLL My BeLoVeD FriEnDs ❤

thanks for ur concern ^^
i really very touched
sorry for making u all worried
i really nth, juz abit moody yday
i think its bcoz of my av
duno y, tis time de av make me so suffer
stomach pain pain den like wana lao sai
but went into toilet no sai out -.- (i noe its abit disgusting)

dun worry, my frens
after few days will be ok
regarding to my previous post,
its juz a sudden moody post
yday i took those photos while playing maple
when i arranging my photos i found these photos can create a blog
tht time i m so moody, so i hv an idea to write tht blog
its juz an ordinary emo blog ^^ dun worry

special thanks to these frens tht always concern me: (the name arranged randomly)
lovely ღ dafeiiyanqg ღ
agnes xiao niao
Lilien aiai
Peijie
Pik Yean
Ratias`
Sue Ting, my u
xiaoqing dear
xiao xin xin

۰• ♥ ii LOVE you all ♥ ii m glad to hv u all as my fren =)

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9:35 AM | Tuesday, July 8, 2008 | 0 Comment

✖ T t e m p e r a m e n t a l L ✖

✖ T t e m p e r a m e n t a l L ✖

these few days feel so emo
feel so moody everyday, everytime, everywhere
very easy lost my temper
mb its bcoz of my av coming
it visited me yday -__-

(tis pic look like me since they said i show my "lion" roar when i angry)
some guys think tht i m small gas or bad attitude
but i dun wish to be like tht either
i cant control my temper!!
so i choose to keep silent
i tried not to tok to ppl in case i lost temper arbitararily

sometime i wish to leave tis cold realistic world,
here full of unfairness n descrimination
but i noe death cant solve all problems
life is unlike gaming, once death u cant revive
i noe someone is more unfortunate than i
so i cant complaint anythg
i m making more efforts so tht my life will become more splendid

sometime i feel that alone is the best choice for me
at least i wont lost my temper n hurt someone
so i choose to be a nun n stay in the forest with beautiful butteflies around me
den i can keep away from troubles n live in a quiet life
(i say say only, juz wana make an ending, dun take it so serious)

۰• moody day with some moody maple ss tht taken juz now n become my emo blog
۰• stay away from me, in case that ii lost temper arbitrarily

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11:32 PM | Monday, July 7, 2008 | 0 Comment

【 MapLe DiARy 】

【 MapLe DiARy 】

haha.. ya ya ya.. maple again =x
i long time never update my maple photos
i noe i juz updated few days ago
but i changed many new hair style ma =)
wakakaka.. wana put in my lovely bloggy
put it in my memories since u all noe i m old liao T_T
okok.. duwan type so much liao (but i cant tahan duwan type)
lets c some photos :

red red hair wit 2 of my pets - red dragon and jian zhu zhu

hohoho~ my genesis reached 100k+ alto i m Night Lord xD

chou boon boon miao warp me said wana jail me -.- (its gm de shop but i cant buy thg)

these few days keep kill zakum to lvl =p FOCUS ON MY DOGGIE hat, so cute ^^

i used Random EXP changed tis =.= so ugly!

tis hair style ok, but not the 1 i wan

at last i changed tis 1 by using Random EXP coupon -.- hmm.. tis 1 still ok, cool hor??

my secret weapon ~ burning CHOU CHU ZAI - he is the 1 tht always bully me T_T

ya ya! i vomit coz ben chu zai de look so ugly x_X

my bro gave me tis effect ^^ cute? haha

changed tis hair after Jason updated new hair style, but not the curly hair tht i wan

bathing in the sunny day (macam 2 many water)

Hero de rush~ nice? but very sien =x

my bro n me wearing bunny set ^^ (he testing only coz its ben chu zai de bday present)

Jason testing weather mega coz wana giv ben chu zai a bday surprise party ^^

Bunny AiTheng sitting on seal cushion ^^

ben chu zai is wearing my bunny set ^^ cute ma?? HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEN CHU!! 5/7

Yuna-ken ken oso birthday ^^ happy birthday ken ken 6/7 (he is better than tht ben chu)

mobs attackting fm!! ahh!! RUN FOR UR LIFE!! (part of the event for the bday party)

tis zakum no body de, many cacat hands =x ken ken summon let us lvl =x

bday party de hat n weapon ^^ oOokzaioOo is tht ben chu zai

yday no mood, so i changed new hair style~ ben chu zai said its nice (duno real or not)

playing mega with lili aiai n hackers =x

tht shit chu zai keep bully me!!! always call me fei zhu or fei po!! angry la T_T

i mega n scold him, let ppl noe he bully me n tht shit xiaoxiongzai oso!! they same gang de!!

۰• maple really fun but ply 2 much not enough sleep =x at least it can let me relax

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电影 . 偶遇

电影 . 偶遇

5/7/08 Saturday

那天放工后就赶回家做猪
因为前晚玩 Maple Private Server 玩到太夜
傍晚又约了碧燕去看戏，看 [Get Smart] 所以要养足精神去看戏 ^^
嘿嘿，很期待这部戏因为预告片很好笑
（本人就是喜欢看笑片，恐怖的全部不在我的看戏范围里面）

睡到 3pm+ 起身，玩 Maple Privare Server
玩到碧燕打给我，她 6pm 会来找我
结果她和以往一样习惯性的迟到（习惯就好，哈哈）
原本打算去 Leisure mall 看7pm那场的
可是怕没票了，所以我们改地方（那有人 7pm 看戏 6.45pm 才出门买票？）
我们最后决定去 Cheras Selatan 的 Jusco
买了 9.45pm 的戏票，我们打算去 Pizza Hut 吃晚餐的
怎知道碧燕尽然忘记带钱包所以陪她回家拿钱包
一晚来回 car park 几次，先是冷衣然后是 car park ticket
很衰厚？可是小小的衰带来好运，我们很容易就找到 parking

在吃着 Pizza 的时候，碧燕突然很大反应的告诉我
“艾廷，是胡淑仪啊！！”（她的表情好像发现新大陆那样）
（认识碧燕的人就知道碧燕有多大反应，哈哈！胡淑仪是我们的中学同学，失踪了很久）
没想到会在吃东西的当儿遇见我们失散多年的朋友 (是蛮多年的，毕业后到现在有6年了！）
可是她没有走进来跟我们打招呼，我和碧燕像小偷那样东张西望
最后我们打电话给林樱紫拿淑仪的电话，真是天助我也！还好她们还有联络
最后我们打给淑仪，原来她在 Pizza Hut 里面了
这个世界真的很小！还好我们没有去 Leisure mall 看戏 xD

淑仪没什么变，是有点发福了，我和碧燕很三八，我们以为她怀孕了 =x
因为中学时她告诉我们她妈去算命说她20岁要结婚嘛
如果20岁结婚的话现在都应该有孩子了 =]
虽然她说她明年才结婚，可是她看起来很幸福，好像贵妇那样
她和她的男友在一起8年了！！很久咧！！
我一直问她怎样相处？？她说他们很多东西讲，好好噢 =)
真的很怀念中学时期，我们叫她 Burger Queen
因为她和颖婉每天早上都买 Burger 吃，哈哈

我们谈了一下子就叫她回去吃东西
虽然真的很不舍得让她走，
可是我们怕她的未来老公会打我们
哈哈，她真的很幸福哦！！
就这样，明年我有两个朋友要结婚咯 T.T 荷包要破洞了
看见她们幸福，我也感到很开心，希望她们快点生宝宝给我玩 =x

不好意思，忘了重点是看戏
[Get Smart] 就像我预料中那么好看，超级好笑
从开场笑到散场 xD 尤其是根碧燕一起看（她会笑不停的）
终结来说，一个字：赞！两个字：超赞！三个字：非常赞！
好了，不要那么多 -.- 等下写不完 =x

۰• 幸福，不是每一个人都有，这是碧燕那天唱给我听的，唱的很对！你们一定要幸福哦 ^^
۰• Get Smart 真的非常好看（这是本人认为）喜欢看笑片的人，你们可以去看看 =]

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9:52 AM | | 0 Comment

TiReD

TiReD

tis is abit long =x

tis week everyday slept after 12am
yday most late, slept on 3am
today brought a pair of panda eyes to work
my colleague said i look so pale
super sleepy, eyes so heavy @.@

yday nite no steal chicken la
went yam cha wit my sis n her fren on 11.30pm
coz she going back to sg 2day
so go yam cha wit her since she said sg nth nice 2 eat
haha.. we changed 2 mamak stalls
coz both mamak's drinks r tasteless *yaiks*
we duwan change anymore, coz drunk 2 glasses of Teh Ais
stomach full of tasteless Teh Ais *luokk*

actually yday b4 went out abit down
mb nowadays i m 2 sensitive
i dun wish 2 become like tht oso
mb i lack of frens to tok 2 me
coz all my frens r very far from my hse
i got no transport 2 find them yam cha T.T
or mb i cant accept i been treated by the unfairness
i felt tht pretty gals always get the priority and good treatment
( mb i too sensitive ba? hahas.. i trying my best not 2 think tis way =x )
summore dafeiiyanqg said smthg oso
haihs.. is time to change my attitude .__.

bcoz all these prob coz me to suffer from insomnia
my sis n her fren keep chit chat in the room -.- (they long time no meet)
i cant fall asleep, so i went downstairs ply private server
yday so lucky, private server till 1.30am still on
mb jason 4got 2 off the server b4 he be pig =x
i stopped after up 2 levels, now my bowmaster level 195 ^^ (nice number)
i force myself to sleep, if not i unable to wake up to work

to all my beloved frens,
thanks 4 ur concerned!!
i m fine =) tht day juz abit emo
but i really hate 2 do those telemarketing thg =x

2day went meeting wit other department, wana create 1 team to do smthg new
but the meeting over with satisfactorily
the main reason is bcoz of the person incharge which is the manager tht organized tis meeting
she is very frenly n well prepared 4 the meeting, not much bull shit =x
she willing to listen to our opinion den find a best solution which is acceptable by all ppl
alto we cant get a final conclusion, but at least we noe our job scope
unlike "some ppl" meeting is useless n wasting time =x (duwan say till so clear)
a new job scope means my job scope become wider but i m willing 2 help her
at least she asked my opinion b4 order me do anythg alto she is manager
unlike "some ppl" but the "some ppl" is higher position than her
but i think even if she become higher position she will still tht frenly
UNLIKE "SOME PPL" LOOO!!
yaya.. tht ppl is i mentioned in the previous blog =x

so happy xD (but its not related 2 tht ppl)
my dad going to fetch me after work ^^
i no need take lauya bus back home!!
happy happy.. xing fu xing fu =)
wana prepare fong gong lo coz i m snaking now =x *evil smile*

۰• sleepy yet meaningful day =)

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2:27 PM | Friday, July 4, 2008 | 0 Comment

CAN I SAY NO??

CAN I SAY NO??!!

AT HERE, I M NTH!
JUZ LIKE A DOG!!
DUN SAY ME GOT NEGATIVE THINKING!
I HATE HERE!
REALLY VERY HATE!!
DUN SAY ITS MY ATTITUDE PROB!
SORRY LO! I CANT BE DOG LO!!
ALWAYS THROW THG GIV US
DEN ASK US OK MA??
WADS THG POINT???
CAN I SAY NO??!!
ANS ME LA!! CAN OR NOT????
NO MA!! RITE?? I CANT SAY NO MA!!
DEN Y U FKING WANA ASK US OK MA??
DUN ASK LA!! JUZ KEEP UR MOUTH SHUT!
DUN ASK!! JUZ ORDER US LIKE A DOG!!
IF I CAN DO TIS FKING THG, Y I WANA STAY HERE?
I CAN GO OTHER PLACE WIT HIGHER SALARY!!
1ST IS CUSTOMER SERVICE, NOW IS TELEMARKETING!!
ANYMORE??? ASK ME GO OUT STAND STREET LA!!
CCB! TA MA DE!! ANGRY!!! I HATE HIM HATE HERE!!
JIAK SAI!! ALL JIAK SAI!!

۰• I HATE HERE!! HATE HERE VERY VERY VERY VERY MUCH!!!!!!!

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3:19 PM | Wednesday, July 2, 2008 | 0 Comment

梦

【梦】

最近常常发梦，
然后会很记得我发过什么梦
不过很庆幸的不是噩梦 =)
可是发梦导致我睡眠不足
每天都很累，去做工也没心情

我昨晚梦见我的同事
还是不怎么熟的同事
不记得内容关于什么
她们好像问我怎么去一个地方
好像是在game里面 o.O

我最记得前晚我发的梦
梦见大肥羊 =x
我生平第一次梦见他 .___.
哈哈，是因为太想念他吗？
可是我最近都忙着玩maple private server
希望他在Ipoh可以好好照顾自己

~外篇~

我前几天收到新加坡寄来的信
他们要我上网考试
可能他们觉得我不够资格吧？？
可是我不想去考啦！！
虽然很多人都叫我去试一试
是没有什么损失，可是如果成绩差的话很丢脸咧！！
最近一直玩maple private server
可能是在逃避吧？？
我突然没有心情去新加坡了
从前的热诚，被人家泼冷水泼到灭了
唉！为什么这么烦的？？！！
对你们来说可能很简单，不用想那么多就可以做决定
你们是你们，我是我！！我有我的顾虑
谢谢你们的冷水，泼到我很清醒

۰• 梦境和现实是相反的？还是意味着什么？？
۰• 我希望我能快点做决定，能提起勇气去考试
۰• 真想打自己两巴，让我清醒一点，不要在逃避！！

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