head-body-stomach-ache
today woke up early in the morning,
head felt so dizzy and whole body pain,
den i went back to sleep
after a while,
mummy came n woke us up,
coz wana go eat breakfast,
head still felt very dizzy and my body still pain -.-
went to the stall to eat mee,
but i no appetite to eat anything,
felt like wana vomit when i saw those food,
but i forced myself to eat something,
ai wei oso not feeling well too
after ate breakfast,
went back home den went into toilet,
whole day keep lao sai,
mummy said we food poisoning,
but we duwan c doc, juz rest at home
whole day juz ate breakfast,
untill 9pm den eat dinner,
still no appetite to eat .__.
but i feel better after eating dinner,
at least not more lao sai ^^
luckily 2day no need go sch :)
if not sure very troublesome
theng
10:20 PM | Saturday, October 31, 2009 | 0 Comment
just keep marking..
its exam period,
the pupils are bz studying,
and it oso the most peak period for me too,
coz i hv to mark many many many many many exam papers -.-
tis is the last exam for the pupils,
so it included all zhap ba lang subjects,
tht mean i hv to mark many many many many many exam papers..
hv to stop here,
coz wana continue mark exam papers .__.
theng
9:17 PM | Monday, October 26, 2009 | 0 Comment
wedding..
yday attended my sch colleague's wedding dinner,
we had fun there by chatting and laughing,
although only 3 of us attended =x
2day is her wedding ceremony,
we go there be her "ji mui",
dun really had fun playing those guys,
bcoz of their bad attitude,
most important is the bridegroom was late for an hour!!
their time management very sux,
and we felt like he macam not sincere to marry our fren,
so geram leh D:
summary of the wedding is ........ *speechless*
i juz hope my fren can get happiness,
hope the guy can take good care of her and treat her well .__.
#1. Me, Yin Kwan and Yee Theng
#2. bride and bridegroom kiss while walking back to the stage
#3. taking photo with the bride and bridegroom
#4. bride and bridegroom kiss kiss.. sweet
theng
10:47 PM | Sunday, October 25, 2009 | 0 Comment
opportunity..
tis morning ate breakfast met our "boss",
he told us tht MOE released a course for teacher,
but its a holiday course,
which normally open for those spm or stpm holder
after half day work,
the assistant told us tht MOE released a holiday course,
and its for tempo teacher which is degree or diploma holder,
i was so shocked and so happy,
tis is a rare course for degree holder to study in holiday,
i remembered MOE released 5 years ago,
they reopen it after 5 years ^^
but i heard the assistant said MOE only will call 70 ppl to interview,
and then accept 50 ppl to attend the course,
so its very very tough for us to get in,
since we got not much experience if compare to other,
coz some tempo teacher taught for more than 2 years .__.
but its really a rare chance to study the course,
we must appreciate all chances no matter wad
i will pass up my form and everything,
hope i can get the chance to study the course,
and i will keep dreaming i go to school with my colleagues during school holiday xD
theng
9:09 PM | Wednesday, October 21, 2009 | 0 Comment
disgrace
today, i helped my colleague replace her class,
i m very unwilling to replace tht class,
coz tht class is very naughty and no manners
since its exam period, so i think should be no prob,
but something happened in the class,
and i did not notice it
the students started to laugh.
and talked within themselves during the exam period,
i accidentally heard them said something,
den only noticed the reason they laughed
when i noticed wads going on,
i thought of find a hole to hide inside,
i never been so disgrace before,
i duno what to do yet i still hv to act nth happen -__-
i m afraid those students will simply spread out,
haihs, but what can i do??
as like wad my mum said,
everything will gone soon, juz ignore them :(
haihs,
today is the most disgraceful day in my life..
theng
4:53 PM | Tuesday, October 20, 2009 | 0 Comment
one day trip
today follow school trip to Gua Tempurung and Songkai for onde day trip,
its very tiring although i din join tht extreme part,
but whole day trip made me exhausted,
head felt super dizzy @.@
woke up on 5.30am, bath and prepare everything,
6.45am reached school and depart on 7am
we saw an accident on the way to Gua Tempurung,
the car was burned and we duno hows the driver o.o
reached Gua Tempurung on 10am
there is 4 part to climb the Gua Tempurung,
some teacher chose the adventure part,
but some chose climb to the top of the cave which included me,
end up kena ppl said we wasted la, no use la, bla bla bla..
so annoying and so irritating!!
WHATEVER!! i dun care, diff ppl hv diff point of view,
they wana chose the adventure part its non of my business,
same as we chose normal part oso our own business,
juz stop their fking mouth n stop those annoying words!!
after tht went to eat lunch on 3.45pm -.-
hungry till no energy to tok,
then we went to Songkai hot spring,
tht hor spring is super big :)
but dun really enjoy coz with those ppl -.-
went to eat dinner on 8.30pm,
den went back to school on 9.30pm,
reached school on 10.30pm,
but hv to wait my sis to fetch me,
left me alone waiting there with another male teacher,
so i called n asked my sis was she reaching soon?
end up kena fk by her -.-
y i got such lousy sis??
i wish i can quickly get my own car,
den i no need c her fking face n no need beg her!! D:
wad i can summarized from tis trip is :
i wont join any school trip anymore,
its totally not fun with those ppl around..
i can heard alot of rumours along the trip,
which is the thg tht i hated most!!
they never stand on ppl side and think for others,
they wanted ppl to obey what they decided and what they thought..
its their mind and their point, NOT MINE!! NOT OURS!!
so juz fk off and stop all the fking words!!
theng
11:18 PM | Saturday, October 17, 2009 | 0 Comment
rush.. rush.. rush..
tis week passed so fast,
so fast reached friday.
so fast gonna saturday.
which i dun wish it to reach -.-
been rushing non stop since monday,
coz next week is exam week,
hv to rush all syllabus,
hv to rush all exercises,
hv to rush all revisions,
hv to rush to mark those exercises!!
finally finish all syllabus,
finally finish all exercises,
finally finish marking all exercises,
but abt revision....
haihs, not enough time to do it -.-
its not teaching life,
its rushing for exam life -.-
i wonder will they memorised wad i taught?
lately become ah po,
keep reminding n reminding n reminding,
keep repeating n repeating n repeating,
me, myself oso felt very fan n annoyed,
duno they will feel fan n annoyed or not .__.
tomorrow will be leaving KL,
gonna go Gua Tempurung, Perak
for 1 day trip,
which i m super unwilling to go,
coz its very troublesome to go there,
hv to bring cloths to change -.-
sien sien sien!!
wad to do??
juz hope tomorrow's trip will be fun,
hope nth will happen during the trip,
especially rumours or offend anyone
next week onwards will be a bz week,
coz hv to mark many exam papers -__-
*faint*
hope year end holidays faster reach!! ~_~
theng
3:56 PM | Friday, October 16, 2009 | 0 Comment
Nothing's Gonna Change..
accidentally heard tis song from facebook's link,
it an old yet nice song that sang by fang da tong,
although its very old,
but its very meaningful,
it match fang da tong
Song : nothing's gonna change my love for you
Artist : fang da tong
if i had to live my life without you near me
the days would all be empty
the nights would seem so long
you i see forever oh so clearly
i might have been in love before
but i've never felt this strong
our dreams are young and we both know
they take us where we want to go
hold me now touch me now
i don't want to live without you
nothing's gonna change my love for you
you oughta know by now how much i love you
one thing you can be sure of
i never ask for more than your love
nothing's gonna change my love for you
you oughta know by now how much i love you
the world may change my whole life through
but nothing's gonna change my love for you
if the road ahead is not so easy
our love will lead the way for us
like a guiding star
i'll be there for you if you should need me
you don't have to change a thing
i love you just the way you are
so come with me and share the view
i help you see forever too
hold me now touch me now
i don't want to live without you
what a nice song,
with such a nice voice :)
theng
5:19 PM | Thursday, October 15, 2009 | 0 Comment
平等
常常听人说：“法律面前，人人平等”
在现实社会里真的有平等这回事吗？
法律在我的眼里，
是给那些有钱人玩的游戏，
又或者是给那些有权威的人玩的，
得罪那些人就会有很悲惨的下场
所谓的“法律面前，人人平等”，
只是一些用来安慰穷人的字眼，
至今社会真的可以人人平等吗？
我们的国家就是最好的例子了，
平等永远不会在这里出现，
那些政治人物常常把平等挂在嘴边，
但却没有真正的让我们看见实际的平等，
不管怎么说，别人还是拥有优先权
如果人民要告政府，
你认为人民有胜算吗？
就好像政府部门的员工要告它们的上司，
你认为员工有胜算吗？
当然是上司赢，因为他们有政府撑腰
这就是所谓的“法律面前，人人平等”？
我认为要做到“法律面前，人人平等”是非常难，
尤其是这里贿赂这么盛行，
再加上现实社会里的现实人，
有谁不见钱眼开呢？
要真正做到“法律面前，人人平等”，
我想应该要等很长的时间，才能实现
法律本应帮助受害的人，
却到头来帮助做错的人...
theng
5:33 PM | Tuesday, October 13, 2009 | 0 Comment
Aeroplane KING
i created a reward for dafeiiyangq,
its the first runner up for "Aeroplane KING"
he said he will came over to my hse on Saturday,
but yday he told me tht he cant make it,
coz his on9 game frens went to Kepong find him
n he said he will find me on Sunday
today afternoon called him,
he juz woke up with sleepy sound,
i knew he will put aeroplane,
i asked him whether he wana sleep or wad?
he chose to sleep at home
its weird tht i m not mad at him,
izit bcoz of the immunization?
its not the first time he broke promise,
if really hv to count out,
i think its more than i could count
y he never think b4 he made any promise?
he will never noe the feeling of looking forward,
but at the end become losing hope
duno y suddenly become so moody,
should i believe or stop believing??
the distance become greater n greater..
i hate people that couldn't keep his words!
theng
6:19 PM | Sunday, October 11, 2009 | 0 Comment
灰蓝色的心情
我记得有张惠妹一首歌的歌词里面写着，
“灰色是不想说，蓝色是忧郁”
正好描述我今天的心情，
两者加起来等于“灰蓝色”
今天是我在这里工作后，第二次吃死猫了，
我真的不知道问题到底出现在哪里？
是我的问题吗？
可能是我的理解能力差？
还是别人的表达能力有问题？
都怪我一时口快，
可是我不知道是不能说的，
我不知道上司不懂这件事，
结果害到别人被骂，
令我感到非常过意不去
而我也笨到只听那个人的片面之词，
以为是我的错，把事情的责任扛起，
向被骂者道歉和解释，
希望她真的没有放在心上
虽然我不能说我完全没有错，
然而我最大的错就是没有问清楚，
我生气的是那个人说可以迟来，
结果原来是她自己自作主张，
再加上我是新人，
我不明白她们的pandai pandai是什么意思！
每个人都说我笨，
问我为何不把事实说出来？
为何不告诉上司那个人说的东西？
我是觉得多一事不如少一事，
如果我把事实说出来会把事情搞大，
到时就会有更多问题出现
但是回想起来，还觉得有点不忿
明明那个人告诉我的东西有问题，
到头来却是我被人家责备，
责备一下是不用紧，
最怕别人放在心上，看我不顺眼，
那么往后的日子会很难过
唉，原本以为这份工不会有那么多人士问题，
结果反过来比公司里的人士问题还要多！
为什么会这样呢？？
我只求做个简简单单的小职员，
我根本不要争什么东西，
为什么平凡看似简单，却那么难得到？
我能说什么？
连我妹都说我单纯，说我笨，
难道我真的那么笨？
难道笨就必须被欺负？
难道我就不能过得平凡一点？
我唯有把这次的事情当作一个教训，
下次不要再这么心软了！！！
theng
8:17 PM | Friday, October 9, 2009 | 0 Comment
mooncake festival
yday is our big day,
not only bcoz yday is mooncake festival,
our family oso celebrating ai wei's bday,
we celebrate it earlier,
coz mummy n da jie is going to taiwan on 7/10
ai wei.. should call her aven kee,
hahas, the super designer,
designed dress and shirt for us,
n also sew it herself,
we r very proud for her ^^
although most of her secondary's frens put aeroplane,
although she felt so disappointed for it,
but when she saw our gift,
she felt so happy
she said she duwan present,
coz she will throw it away after few year,
although she was joking,
but we knew she duwan those unuse present
so pik yean had an idea by giving her money,
through folding it into shapes and gift her
so pik yean n me incharge to fold,
dafeiiyangq juz share the money with us,
n how wei gave ai wei RM100 personally,
but we helped him to fold it ^^
when she opened the box,
she was so surprised,
she asked pik yean is it real?? -.-
coz all money was folded into love shape,
we gave her total of RM210 (exclude how wei's 100),
inside hv 21 big heart shape RM1,
21 big heart shape RM2,
and also 3 big heart shape RM10,
which mean me, pik yean and dafeiiyangq,
others is folded into small heart shape ^^
i m glad tht she love the present we gave her,
hope she enjoyed the party,
n hope all her wishes will come true ^^
theng
6:30 PM | Sunday, October 4, 2009 | 0 Comment
nightmare
had a nightmare,
i 4got wad i dream,
juz remembered my mum scolded me,
i duno wad she scolded,
den i cried badly in tht dream,
n i was crying when i woke up after tht dream,
it was 3am midnite
i was so blur tht time,
i found tht my necklace broken,
n my hand was holding a ring,
it was given by dafeiiyangq
when i woke up at 3am,
i remembered tht nightmare so well,
but tis morning,
i 4got the nightmare -.-
when i told mummy the nightmare,
daddy asked me izit desperate to marry?
if not y keep hold the ring
38 de la him -___-
pity necklace,
duno how it broke??
mb i pulled too hard until it broke??
cant remember at all -___-
i wonder y i had such a weird dream -.-
theng
6:40 PM | Saturday, October 3, 2009 | 0 Comment
la la la..
abandoned my blog for so long =x
so tired and lazy to update .__.
went to Johor Bahru and Singapore on 20/9-22/9
unable to find my Sg frens,
coz went there with my lovely family ^^
we took many photos n uploaded to facebook,
i think i wont upload here,
coz lazy n no ppl read de la =p
kakakaka
after tht slack at home,
went sing k with my uni frens on 25/9,
of coz wont miss out Kim Gary session =p
as dafeiiyangq said,
everytime i meet my uni frens,
we guarantee will go to Kim Gary :)
slack till monday sch reopen,
den bz chong chong chong,
hv to rush all those syllabus =x
so stress coz exam is around the corner,
must try my best to teach all those syllabus .__.
super tired,
yet still happy with my holidays ^^
theng
6:23 PM | Thursday, October 1, 2009 | 0 Comment
Ai Theng 
